Patrick's POV:
No one knows how long I've been falling for Ellen. Ever since I met her at the auditions the chemistry sparked. Her Boston accent gave me memories of my old town, and she has the same passion as me. Acting. No one knows that everytime I kiss her, I try to slip in my tongue even if the script doesn't say so, just for my own enjoyment.
No one knows.
Except her.
I can tell she wants it. I can also tell she is scared for her and even Chris. Hell she's even scared about how Jillian will turn out. She's always been so caring. So thoughtful. So wonderful. All those other girls I have kissed on movies has never been the same. It was just acting. Just a slight peck that would never mean anything to me. But for Ellen, oh God words cannot explain the amount of passion, the amount of need to take things to the next level.
But now I notice I can't have that right away, I need to slow down, wait for her to come to me.
Even if that means she has to hate me, she will eventually come around and realize our on screen love is beyond that.. it's in real life too.
I walk out of the trailer with my script in hand and a jacket hanging off of my shoulder. Ellen walks in the distance next to Sandra who are both chatting.
I speed walk up to Ellen, trying to make it casual as if just noticing her. I put my hand on her shoulder.
"Hey-"
"Do you need something?" She jerks away from my hand.
"No I was just saying-"
"If it's not important, if you don't mind, I will be on my way." She smirks slightly like she had just won some type of game, as she puts back on her angry/serious face and walks off without Sandra. I look at Sandra. She shrugs her shoulders as she walks back up to Ellen. I let out a big sigh. Oh boy will this be a long day.
1 hour later:
Ellen's POV:
We had just finished with the table read, and now it's off to act. During the whole table read, Patrick was staring at me. But I tried to ignore him. He kept eyeing me, occassionally biting his lip. I couldn't tell his expression. I believe he was mad at me the whole time. He's just another co star like me. Nothing is going on between us. And I'd like it to stay that way.
I get up from my seat and grab my script and tea, slowly taking a sip. I look over to where Patrick was sitting but he seems to be gone. I let out a disappointing sigh as I put my mouth on my tea lid getting ready to take a sip and turn around-
Patrick frightens me as my hot tea pushes down my throat, causing me to cough. He chuckles and puts his hand on my back, patting lightly.
"Didn't mean to frighten you El." He says softly. At this moment I totally forget about the ignoring part, and my lips curve into a smile.
"Thanks." I say finally ending my last cough.
"Of course.. anytime." He says standing in front of me, looking down. He's rather too close, but as I said, I totally forgot about the promise I made to myself. He puts on his Mcdreamy smile.
"I wanted to talk to you before shooting the scenes." He says calmly hoping that I would oblige.
"About what?" I ask curiously taking another small sip of my tea. Patrick looks down at my moist lips the whole time. She shakes his head.
"About this morning. And yesterday." Once he says this my mind gets switched back to reality. I now remember the promise, as I slowly step away.
"There's nothing to talk about." I say looking down fiddling with my tea lid.
"There is. Let's just go somewhere private." He says taking another step forward, putting his warm hand onto the side of my arm.
"I don't think that's a good idea." I say quickly, moving my arm from his grasp as I finally look at him.
"I have to go." I gulp as I quickly leave the sexual tension of a conversation. I know when he said private he meant go somewhere and talk, but I thought and dreamt it meant he take me to my trailer, take off all of my clothes, nip and suck on my body, and thrust into me. But I should be having these thoughts about Chris. Not Patty.
Patrick's POV:
Ellen starts to quickly vanish as I grab my bag and coat, slipping it on before heading her way. I get stopped in my tracks.
"Hey Patrick!" Kate Walsh says happily. She brings up her hand in the air for a high five, but I ignore it looking past her to try and find Ellen.
"Okay then.." She says slowly putting her hand down.
"Well I wanted to ask you a question." Kate states.
"Are you even listening?" She says waving her hand in my face.
"Uh.. yeah. What were you saying?" I say giving up my search.
"I was going to ask you would you like to come over to my house? I was going to invite all of the members of the cast to a welcome.. me party!" She says waving her hands in the air.
"What do you mean by.. welcome you?" I ask chuckling.
"Basically.. Shonda said I might be on here for a few seasons, so might as well make myself at home and by doing that I have to first get to know my co stars. What's a better way than-"
"Wait. You are staying here? For a few seasons?" I said in shock. My cheeks turn into a burning red with anger, but I quickly hide it with a fake smile. Will this mean our characters, Addison and Derek will continue to be married?
"Yeah! Isn't that exciting!" She says putting her hands out for a hug as she quickly pulls me into a very tight, very breathtaking hug. It's almost as if I'm being strangled.
"That's good for you. Is Ellen going to be there?" I ask desperately.
"No. She said she has plans." Kate shrugs and pats my shoulder.
"Well.. off to go shoot some scenes!" She says grabbing her stuff.
"Wait- what time is the party?" I ask.
"Around.. let's say 6:30 tonight? We will have so much snacks and my favorite.. alchohol!" Once I heard alchohol my face turned into a wide smile. That would make the pain go away; drinking it all down.
"I'll be there." I state leaving the table read as me and her were the only ones left there. Now all we have to do is shoot this quick kiss scene, attend the party, and leave. What could go wrong right?
Sorry I haven't been present lately. My writing isn't the best and I'm aware of that, but I'll keep continuing this story just for you guys. Love you. 💞
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Ellen Is Mine
FanfictionPatrick has always been jealous of Chris; and all of the 'boys' that Ellen has to kiss for the shooting of Greys Anatomy season 2. Will Patrick finally confess his jealousy and love for Ellen and break his marriage? •They both have no kids. •Chris i...