Slight smutt warning but the most of it is going to be in the next chapter because I did write it in this one but then the chapter became too long in my opinion!
Tony's POV
I threw open the front door and slammed it behind me, not caring how loud it was, my aunt hurried out of the kitchen "What's troubling you miel?" she said walking over to me as I attempted to walk up the stairs "nothing I'm fine Tia!" I said more forcefully than I had meant to. I wanted to get away from everyone before I started crying. "Tony, there is obviously something wrong, you are never like this." she said which made me feel guilty "well, I'm fed up with people pitying me Tia! Mike, Vic, Jaime, Mr Vine, Everyone at school, hell even you probably fucking pity me!" I said turning around and walking up the stairs before she could stop me or say anything else. I got to my room and chucked my bag into the corner of the room.I shut my door and put my phone on shuffle and turned it right up, not caring who heard it. I yanked my shirt off and sat on my bed staring at my arms. I got took in every detail, the bumpy lines, the red ones, the slightly paler ones, on my left arm, the scars started at my wrist and ended just under my shoulder but on my right, the scars were only on the upper part of my arm. Tears started to fall as I continues to stare at the permanent, self inflicted marks on my arms. My music was so loud that I didn't hear my door open, neither did I hear footsteps coming over to where I was sitting but I did hear it when my music was turned off, my head snapped up and I saw Mike, making his way over to me. I stood up "get out of my room!" I said quickly wiping my cheeks. He didn't say anything but he silently came over and pulled me to his chest. I tried to push away but he just held on tighter "please get the fuck off me Mike," I shouted at him "Mike, let go of me!" I shouted again but for someone who I never saw do any physical activity, he was crazy strong. "please, Mike, let go, please just leave me alone, please," I said resorting to begging him, trying to get him off me before I broke down even more. "I'm not leaving Tony, I love you too much to leave you to drown in your sadness, I would hate myself if I left you right now," he whispered as he started to stroke my hair. My knees were weak and I sunk down and sat on my bed, letting sobs tear through me. Mike sat down with me and pulled me to his chest, still stroking my hair and whispering soothing things to me. Eventually, I couldn't cry and more and I stifled a yawn. Mike saw it though and laid back on my bed, he pulled me down with him, so my head was on his chest and our legs were slightly tangled together, "sleep, Tony, I will be here when you want to talk,"he said quickly kissing me before stroking my cheek and laying his head back on my pillow. I shut my eyes, safe in the knowledge that he would be there when I woke up.
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Mike's POV
It worked, what Jaime had suggested had actually worked. As I listened to Tony's soft snores, Tia poked her head round the door and smiled when she saw the pair of us "it's against the rules but I'll go with it," she smiled, "I have to go over to my sister's for a few days to look after her daughter, her husband's critically ill and she wants to go to the hospital with him, do you think that you two will be ok?" I nodded "sure," she still looked worried "I really don't want to leave him alone, I've never seen him like this," I shook my head "he's not alone, Tia, I promise that I won't let him be alone or hurt... himself," I quickly added she looked up at me and smiled, "thank you so much Mike," she smiled, but she still looked kind of worried. "I'll get him to call you when he wakes up Tia, now go, there's a little girl waiting for you!"I whispered, to which she smiled again "I'll talk to you soon Mike," I nodded "bye," I said as she disappeared round the door. I looked down at Tony who was fast asleep so I decided to shut my eyes but just as I was about to drift off I heard Tony say something. I opened my eyes and strained my ears in the silence to hear what he was saying "please, Mike..." he almost whimpered? I frowned and carried on listening, it felt like I was intruding his privacy but listening for a few more minutes couldn't hurt right? "Mike fuck me already," he whispered. Oh shit. Oh my god, "um ok," I said breathing out, trying to block out what he was saying, "deep breaths Mike," I coached myself. Tony moved in his sleep and now his hand was resting in that place "ok, erm nope," not while he is asleep. "Hey Tone?" I said shaking him slightly, trying to gently waking him up "Tony, babe, come on, wakey wakey," I said a bit louder. He stirred this time and moved before he realized where his hand was. He sleepily blinked up at me, confused "wassup?" he asked. "erm, nothing, nothing at all," I said as I got up and shut the door and turned the light on as it was getting dark outside. I walked back and joined him on the bed, he was now sitting up and scrolling through his phone "why did you wake me up Mike?" he asked, I froze as I was sitting down on the bed "you were having a dream and I thought I should wake you up. I looked over at him and saw a slight blush at the tops of his cheeks. "did you... did you hear what I was dreaming about?" he hesitantly asked, putting his phone down o the table. "yep," I said confidently "do you remember what you were dreaming about?" I said, using this dream to my advantage. "nope, not at all," he said before looking away, "you sure about that?" I said turning to face him. He nodded so I put my leg over his and sat on his lap which caused him to gasp. "you still sure that you don't know what you dreamt about?" He nodded not able to meet my eyes so I lent over and lightly bit at his neck, he gasped again "you still don't know?" he shook his head so I put pressed my lips against his which caused him to wrap his arms round me and pull me closer to his. I gently bit his lip, and as he opened his mouth I lightly licked his lips and our tongues fought for dominance as my tongue entered his mouth. he pulled me closer into the kiss, our chest were now touching and he was lightly grinding against me which caused me to groan this time. i pulled away "still, don't know what you were dreaming about?" I said sarcastically. "you, I was dreaming about you," he admitted "yes but what were you doing with me Tony?" I asked, playing with the bottom of his top. "fucking you Mike, I was dreaming about fucking you," he admitted before looking down, I tilted his chin up so he was looking at me, a light shade of red covered the tops of his cheeks "would you like to make that dream a reality?" I whispered, to which he gasped and nodded, before pulling my top over my shirt and running his hands over my chest.
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