The journal Pt.3

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sorry, I haven't posted in a while, I have been kinda busy lately so I just wanted to apologize. 

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When bakugou woke up that morning he felt worse than yesterday. Not only did he get very little sleep but he was also unable to write his emotion out.

Bakugou sat on his bed trying to calm his thoughts.

While bakugou was working on calming his thought and not thinking so negatively to where he would fall into a panic attack.

People started to wake up.

The deku squad was gathered in the common along with Baku squad minus bakugou.

"Did anyone think of anything new last night" kirishima said. Kirishima had eyebaga under his eyes from him constantly trying to figure out who the owner was.

"No sorry kirishima" deku said.

They didn't know what else to talk about. They were all focused on who the owner could be.
Jirou was about to say something when a frantic bakugou came down the stairs.

No one else really seemed to notice him. So jirou decided to ignore him for now seeing as everyone else was deep in thought.

They finally started to notice a panicked bakugou running around when bakugou started to throw things of the shelf.

"Woah there bakubro what are you so mad about" kirishima said

Everyone thinking that this was just bakugou being himself and someone aggravated him. They started to zone him out.

"I can't find it. I need it where is it." Bakugou said sounding a little insane.

"What do you mean bro what did you lose" Kirishima asked.

"I think I dropped in the halls that would be the only explanation. Is that I dropped it when I feel" bakugou said mostly talking to himself not even noticing that he just admitted he fell.

"YOU FELL BRO ARE YOU ALRIGHT" Kirishima yelled gaining the attention of the other people in the room.

"Yes yes I am fine. I am use to it by now. What I need is to find the thing I lost" bakugou said

Everyone else started to walk towards them. Wanting to help bakugou find what he lost. Mostly because they needed to take their mind of the journal and they were bored.

"What did you lose bakubabe" Mina asked

Bakugou looked at everyone not wanting to tell them what he lost. But he also thought that maybe they knew where it was.

Mina could see that he was debating whether or not to tell them so she started to reassure him.

"It is ok bakugou we won't judge we all lose things everyday" Mina said hoping to get bakugou to tell them.

Bakugou sighed.

"Fine I umm lost my journal I think I dropped it in the halls yesterday. When I fell. Did any of you guys see it" bakugou said

Everyone stiffened at bakugou saying journal. They couldn't believe it was him. Their strongest member of their class had tried to kill himself.

They all looked down thinking about all the times they ignored bakugou's mode changes thinking it was nothing.

Bakugou noticing their attitude change from hopeful and happy to sad and guilty made him realize something.

"You guys found to didn't you" bakugou said

Everyone nodded still looking the floor. Bakugou started to feel tears in his eyes.

"And you guys read it" bakugou said fearfully of their answer.

Everyone nodded their heads again not daring to look into bakugou's eyes.

Everything was silent bakugou was no almost sobbing. He couldn't believe that all do the secrets he worked so hard to keep from people. Were no known by almost everyone in his class if not everyone.

Mina was the first to break the silence at first she looked up to bakugou's reaction when she saw tears streaming down his face and he looked to be having trouble breathing. She gasped not used to seeing bakugou like this which caused the others to look up.

"Bakugou" Mina said quietly trying to get bakugou's eyes to focus on her.

"I think he his having a panic attack" todoroki said.

Most of the deku squad and Baku squad were in shook. Most of them have ever seen bakugou without an angry face. But now they realize his angry face has just been a mask.

They didn't know what to do. They don't understand why bakugou is panicking. Kirishima went to bakugou to try and calm him.

As soon as kirishima touched bakugou he flinched.

"Hey it's me Kirishima or dumb hair. I am not going to hurt you. We also don't think any less of you" Kirishima said.

Bakugou started to calm down a little.

"K-k-kiri" bakugou said.

"Yeah it's me bakugou just try to calm down," Kirishima said

After bakugou finally fully calmed down and was now sitting in the common room surrounded by everyone else.

"So bakugou it was you who wrote the notebook," Iida said.

"yes," Bakugou said looking down. 

Everyone was shocked. Bakugou though strongest classmate was really broken inside and they had no idea. 

The class ended up going to Aizawa and getting help. Bakugou is now no longer bakugou and instead an Aizawa. His classmates all now call him Katsuki and Bakugou is slowly getting better. 

Sometimes he still feels sad and depressed, but when that happens he knows has his loving boyfriend Kirishima at his side to help him. 

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Sorry, this is short and I swear I will try to post more. 

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