Survivor-Bellamy Blake

A dream of a dream

Autor's note:This chapter will be a flashback from three years ago.The present is two months after Clara Kane dies,and the flashback is how she died.Any doubt from this chapter,let me know.Enjoy!

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Right hook.Right hook.Right hook.Right hook.My mom was float.I shake this thought away,changing for a left hook.Not my best,but i need to train my left punch too.

Left hook.Left hook.Left hook.Left hook.Her crime was steal medicine for me.-"Shit!"-I start to punch like crazy,my hand hurts but i don't care.My head hurts but i don't care.I DON'T CARE.MY MOTHER IS DEAD.

-"I really would appreciate if you don't destroiy the punching bag."-I roll my eyes when my mentor Antony walks in the room.-"You know,there are others students in need to release the anger."

I ignore him taking my bag on the floor,i have fifteen minutes to arrive at the guard for my patrol scredule.I normally would pass by my mother's work as a doctor to say hi,but she is not here anymore.Not anymore.-"You know,if you like i could find a punch bag to place in your room."

I face my mentor frustated,i don't need a punch bag,i need...i need to punch someone,i need to...i need to work.-"Don't need,sir."-Without any more words i leave the train room quickly.I don't need his words,his pity words.

Everyone gives me pity words in those two months.I don't need this,i need a distraction from my pain...i need to get to work.

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I take my food and sit aside alone.After my patrol i came straight to lunch,i don't want to talk with anyone.I just need to eat and go back to work.It's been five minutes and so far no one came to bother me,they got the message to leave me alone.Or at least almost everyone.

-"Hey,Mia."

-"What's up,Kane."-Finn and Raven sit around me,i have been ignoring them for weeks,but they don't leave me alone.They don't let me push them away.-"Raven and i are gonna watch a movie tonight,like every Wednesday.Will you join us?"

I apreciate Finn and Raven's attemp to help me,but they can't.They can't take my mother back.They can't erase my father's mistake.They can't erase my mistake.-"No,thanks."

-"Come on,Mia.You haven't talked to us for weeks.We know it's hard,me and Finn understand,but we miss you."

-"And we are worry about you."-God,they can't leave me alone!

-"I''m fine."-I take my tray and leave before they can't reply.I just want to be alone.

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My mom turns me aside when another wave of cough comes.I've been sick for two weeks,the doctor says it's a strong cold,but i don't get better.This is crazy.-"Take some water,princess."

My mom helps me,she is a doctor so i am in good hands.Her blonde hair touchs my face,her honey eyes full of concern.Right on this moment,the door to our room opens with my father.

-"Hey you.I got some medicine."-My father,Marcus Kane, gives my mom the medicine.But i can see by the look on her face,this is not enough.The Concil regulate the remedies,so the patient receive one portion,but no always that portion is enough or the necessary remedy.

-"That's not the right remedy.She needs something stronger."-My father sits down tired,he has been really worry about me and i know he tried to get the right remedy,but the Concil didn't release it.

-"That's what she gets according to the law.Is she getting better?"

-"Yes.This cold is really strong,but i think she is getting better."-Like just to answer their question,i start to cough a lot.Shit,what is this cold?