LOVING THE PLAYBOY (COMPLETED)

PLAY 23-CONFIDED

TYPE'S POV

Due to our responsibilities, Tharn and I are slowly drifting apart. We rarely see each other, we rarely talk. We have different courses and we are both graduating. I have a lot of school works so does he.
But we see each other at home, meet each other like boyfriends and sleep in the same bed.

But the warmth and spark are losing.
Tonight is the third night that Tharn is late.
Usually, he is home at 9 o'clock since our class schedules became hectic due to the coming of our graduation. We are busy reviewing for our final exams.

No matter how busy I am, I still manage to monitor and check him wherever he is. And every time he is late like this, his phone is off. May it be coincidental or he intentionally turn it off so I can't disturb him. I don't know.

Whatever we are facing now in our married life. No one knows about it. Even my friends. I told IU About the past issue but I close that topic by saying that we are okay.

I still go and visit my parents every time I am free, so as Tharn.

Despite of him being late. I chose to wait for him while finishing my reviews for the final exams.
Just last exam and I will be free, and I will definitely give my whole time to my husband. I miss him, so much.

I am done on my reviews when he came home, again.. He is Drunk.

"Baby." I opened the door for him and guide him to get in.
"Tharn seriously.. Are you okay? Are you done with your reviews and you keep on drinking?"

"I'm okay wifey.. Just a little celebration with my blockmates for our final exams today.. Why are you still up?" He kiss me on my cheek and I wince on his bad smell.

"Come on.. Let's go up." I guided him to the stairs and we go up to our room.

I slowly laid him down on the bed and started to strip him, then I wipe him with a wet cloth. I struggled on changing him because he is already asleep like a log. And he's very heavy.

His phone on his pocket beeped.
Curiosity push me to opened it. It has a password. I raise my brows. This is new. I try to type anything. After three tries. I failed.

My anxiety is pushing me to wait and try again. My heart is beating so fast.
I try to put our wedding anniversary. Voila it opened. Whew.. I wipe the imaginary sweat on my forehead.

I saw our photo on his wallpaper. I felt happy. But that happiness burst out like a bubble popped in the air when I read a text message.

The number was unregistered.

"Tharn, thanks for tonight.. You know you can always count on me. You can always tell all your burdens on me. Feel free to do so.. I'm happy that you still trust me and my advices, I am just here.. A💕"

My mouth formed an "O" On my shock. They are together tonight? Since when? Since Tharn was always late?
It doesn't matter if they hang out, I know they are not alone. But the fact that hurts me the most was Tharn shared his problems on her, but not with me.

I felt hurt and betrayed..
What am I to him then?

I put back his phone and I decided to go to my old room and sleep there.
But I am up the whole night. I am thinking about my exam later. Will am I able to answer it?
My thoughts keep on taunting me about what I read.

I am spacing out when I got up in bed I felt my head heavy. I need a coffee.

I strode on the kitchen and I saw Tharn there making coffee for himself.

I remembered what I read last night.

"Morning baby." he was about to kiss me when I move away.
I don't know if he kiss Artia last night or what. I don't like the idea of his lips touching mine.

"What's wrong?" He asked me while his forehead creasing. "I woke up that you are not beside me. Where did you sleep baby?"

"What's wrong? Why don't you ask yourself if what is wrong on us Tharn. Come on ask yourself." I demanded on him. Now I felt like I want to burst.

He looked like he didn't get what I said. So I need to clarify.

"You were with your Ex last night? Right?" I snapped at him. I am really pissed.

"What? Ex? Who?"

"Don't make me a fool Tharn. I told you before. If you are not happy anymore tell me so I can stay away from you. Don't make me a fool because I can't accept that!"

"What are you saying?!"

"are you dumb?! Artia texted you, I read it! You shared your problems and burdens on her, while me none. Nothing. Nada. Zilch. Zero. Hello Mr. KIRIGUN?! I AM THE WIFE HERE. I have all the rights to ask and to know your problems because I know I can help you. But you confided on her rather than me. "I don't know where I get the courage to snapped at him. But I am fed up.

"Baby.. It's not what you think it is. Let me explain." He tried to hold my hand but I smack his hand away.

"No! Don't touch me. I don't know if you touched anyone using that hand. Or any part of your body."

"Baby, come on."

"We are married Tharn for two fucking years! Your problems are mine and vice versa. But you chose to confide on her. You chose her over me." I blink my tears away. I will rather die than cry in front of him. No fucking way.

"It's not what you think it is baby... I am not choosing anyone other than you."

"Then why her? Of all people Tharn why her?!.. You know what.. Do whatever you wanted to do. I'm tired Tharn." I grab my school bag and without looking back. I rode my car and drove to the university.

While on the way, My tears fell. Nonstop.