Autumn and Spring [Taekook]√

Chapter 3

Taehyung opened the door of Yoongi's lab. He was called by Yoongi cause he wanted to say something.

Yoongi was busy checking the music he makes, Taehyung sat on the sofa.

"You called for me hyung?" Taehyung asked.

Yoongi hummed. He turned to Taehyung.

"Did you drank your medicine?" Yoongi asked, Taehyung nodded.

"About that... Shouldn't it be time to tell the company?"

Taehyung lowered his head. Yoongi keeps on convincing him to tell the company about his illness... Which he should be doing, but he just want to keep it secret. When he tells the company, it will spread and the whole world will know.. jungkook will know.

"Tell the company so you can rest and do the chemo without keeping it a secret... It doesn't have to be like this Taehyung-ah." Yoongi said, half begging... Taehyung was even weaker than before. Yes he can keep his appearance normal like before through his thick clothes and make up.. but how he move can't be hide.. he was weak and it's starting to be very obvious.

"You can't perform in that state.. you need to take hiatus." Yoongi said.

Taehyung just smiled. "I'm not going to chemo hyung." He said, as if it was a good news.

Yoongi's eyebrows met. "What?"

"I'll just endure it hyung."

"What are you saying?!" Yoongi yelled.. it's rare for him to yell angrily. When he does, it means he's madly serious.

"You're just gonna give up! Because of what? Because Jungkook broke up with you? It that a good reason?!"

"That's not it hyung. I have my reasons."

"And what it that? What is your reason to just throw your life away?"

Taehyung smiled. "I don't want to suffer for long hyung."

Yoongi froze.

"If I won't take any treatment then I won't suffer longer... And... I don't want to live anymore hyung. I have enough. I don't want believe in false hope when I know it will always end to one point."

Yoongi took a deep breath. "Taehyung.. don't do this. If you're thinking you won't be healed.. unless try. Please."

Taehyung stood up. "I'll get going hyung.. have a good day." He said and left.

Leaving yoongi in frustration. Taehyung is like a little brother to him.. he can't accept the idea of Taehyung giving up on his life just like that.

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Walking on the streets alone, it was already dark. Only the noises of few cars that passes by echoes to the place. Taehyung wanted to be alone, which he already is but he wanted to see the trees.

It's almost winter, he can already feel the cold breeze brushing to his skin.

Long after, it was only his heavy footsteps and hard breathing he can hear. Then his phone rang.

He took it out his pocket and looked at the caller ID. It was Jieun. He didn't answer it and just put it back to his pocket.. letting it rang over and over again.

He misses Jungkook.. he wants to go to his place but something is stopping him. He misses his warmth and the calming feeling he feels whenever he's with him.

He smiled... He smiled to hide the pain he's feeling whenever he thinks about them no longer being together.

He saw a bench not so far away.. no one was there so he sat down.