Autumn and Spring [Taekook]√

Chapter 5

Taehyung immediately looked at the stage when he heard a familiar melody. His features soften.

As the singer started singing, he closed his eyes. Smiling bitterly as he reminisce about the past.

The times.. Jungkook always tell him he loves him more than anything in the world.. that he means everything to him.. than he can't get use to not being with him even for a day.. All the sweet words.. the persuading whenever he's upset.. the secret dates.. the love signs.. the anniversary gifts..... All of it.

~~If you start to like someone else
If I get used to not being with you
When that time comes, when it’s that time
Only then we can break up~~

'you like someone else... You seems fine when I'm gone... Maybe it was really the right time to break up.' he said in his thoughts.

The song was almost done.. Tears were triggering to escape his eyes. He bow his head down, hiding his face. As soon as he open his eyes, a bead dropped on his lap... But it wasn't tears.. it was blood. His eyes widened and immediately clipped his nose with his fingers, standing up then running towards the restroom without hesitation.

Fans called his name but he ignored them. When he arrived at the male's restroom he opened a cubicle and went in.

He faced the celling while trying to get his phone from his pocket. He can't call Jieun because it was her performance next.

He was about to tap his manager's phone number when Yoongi came in.

"Taehyung!" He was slightly panicking.

"Hyung, call manager sejin please.. it won't stop." He said, his voice is trembling like his body was.

Yoongi quickly took his phone and called their manager. "Did you took your medicine?" Yoongi asked while the phone was still ringing, feet tapping on the floor nervously.

"I-- I forgot to take it.. I w-was going to b-but--" he was cut.

"Take it, now!" Yoongi yelled.

"It's on the car."

"Shit!" Yoongi was about to ran to get his medicine when Taehyung grabbed his wrist.

"Hyung, I think the fans saw." He said, clearly scared.

"No one cares if everyone saw! Care about your health!" Yoongi burst but he soften when he saw Taehyung's scared expression. "Wait here.. manager sejin will come in a minute." He said and ran out the restroom.

Despite being dizzy, taehyung stood up to go to the sink. He washed the blood away from his hands and nose but blood continued to come out. He looked up, taking a tissue then plugging his nose with it.

He held on the sink tightly when he felt losing his balance. He slowly loses conscious but tries to fight it... Until he can't anymore. He fell to the cold floor.. hearing a faint sound calling his name before Totally losing consciousness.

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The show is almost done... BTS is next to perform but Yoongi and Taehyung is nowhere to be seen.

"Where are they? They didn't comeback after they went to the restroom." Hoseok uttered, nervous and a little frustrated.

"I checked the restroom earlier.. no one was there." Namjoon said.

Jungkook was there.. standing in one place. He doesn't know why but he doesn't feel good, he feels like something happened.

"They weren't answering their phone either." Seokjin said, putting his phone back to his pocket same goes to jimin.

"Where did they go? Manager isn't here too." Namjoon said.

Then a staff went to them.

"I'm sorry but your performance is cancelled... Your manager called me and said that they're at the hospital with your other two members, Kim Taehyung-ssi fainted earlier at the restroom with nosebleed.. I think it's a serious situation." The staff said shocking all of them.

"What happened?!" Jungkook asked, can't seem to process what he just heard.

"Your agency called and cancelled your performance... I think you should go to the hospital." The staff added.

Without a word, they rushed out.

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Sobbing while holding Taehyung's hand.. tears won't stop from escaping from Jungkook's eyes, it's almost like a waterfall.

Taehyung lays on a bed, still unconscious.

It's been an hour since Jungkook had been waiting for Taehyung to gain conscious and it's also been an hour since he started crying.

Mumbling words like 'I'm sorry' 'I love you' 'don't leave me' and others are incoherent.

Yoongi had already told them about Taehyung's condition.. they were mad that he kept it from them but they were just extremely worried. But Jungkook... Jungkook was blaming himself. He blames himself for not noticing anything wrong.. he blames himself for not realizing Taehyung is physically ill and hurt.. he blames himself for hurting him emotionally.. he blames it all to himself.

He intertwined their hands together and kissed it.

"I'm so sorry hyung." He uttered, a bead of tear dropped on their intertwined hands.

He bowed his head and sob continuously on the bed sheet. He was like a kid who got his candy stolen.

He immediately looked up when he felt Taehyung's hand twitched.

"Jungkook-ah... What are you doing here?" Taehyung's voice is weak and slow, he tried to get up but Jungkook stopped him.

"Just lay down hyung, you need to rest." He said, wiping his tears away.

"Were you crying?" Taehyung asked, reaching for Jungkook cheeks. At this point, Taehyung knew 'I guess everyone knows now'.

Jungkook shook his head. "No... I just washed my face that's why it's wet." He denied.

"You can't lie to me... How many times do I have to tell you I know you too well, I know if you're lying or not." He said, giggling.

Jungkook nodded, agreeing to Taehyung's statement but he can't seem to look at him, Taehyung also noticed it.

"Jungkook-ah, Can you look at me in the eyes?" Taehyung asked.. more like a request. And Jungkook did.

"Your eyes is sparkling, it's beautiful.." Taehyung uttered. "But I don't want to see it if it's because of tears." He said as he wipe another tear that escaped from Jungkook's eyes.

"Then your smile... It's also beautiful." Jungkook said. "But I also don't want to see it if it's forced... It hurts more." He added.

A tear suddenly fell from Taehyung's eyes but he just laugh it off.

"Have you eaten already?" Taehyung asked, changing the topic. When Jungkook didn't answer, he just heave a sigh.

He looked at the wall clock.

"It's almost 12.. you should go home." He said, Jungkook immediately shook his head.

"I'm not going anywhere." Jungkook sternly said.

Taehyung knew he can't force him so he just sighed. "At least eat something."

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