Innocent? Savage 💋

Chapter 21 - The Good and The Bad

She's pacing back and forth..

Rin is currently having an inner battle. Like, a part of her is arguing with her other self. She's looking at a closed glass window, glaring at her reflection. She glanced at the guys who are piled up to squeeze themselves in the couch, currently sleeping. She slaps her face.

"God..what am I doing?" she murmured

'You know you loved it. You're not a pussy. You're the dick. So act on it!' Yeah..that's your bitchy self talking to you.

She shakes her head.."No..I can't do that to them. Also, I am not doing second time..I'm only doing one time thing.."

'Hah! Don't be ridiculous! Look at them! They are willing to do whatever you want! Don't waste this opportunity!

"I-I can't..plus, they say they already love me..I don't do relationships.. it's not my thing"

'You're really believing what they said? Come on! We can play with them. They just said that because they want to have you. All the boys are like that!' your bitchy self scoffed.

"My Dad's not like that!" She yelled to herself.

'I'm not saying Dad is like that, I'm saying most.'

"You dumb? You said all the boys.."

"Princess.."

She got startled when she hears a hoarse voice.. It's Hoseok's.. he's now sitting, rubbing his eyes.

"H-hey.. you're up..did I disturb you?" She's walking towards him.

"I heard someone yelling..Is there someone in here? I thought I heard you talking to someone.." he is now looking around.

"Ah..N-no, no one's here except us..I'm just internally battling with myself.." she dragged her feet to sat on a chair. She felt exhausted.

"Why? What's wrong?" Hoseok walked towards you and sat beside you, sitting on the other chair. He scooted closely for him to reach your hand.

"Everything is wrong..this is wrong..I know I'm not a good person but I can't do this.."

"Hey, nothing is wrong. For me, this is right..being with you is right.. I've missed you..you don't know how much I longed for you..I guess, you don't remember what we had in the past, but I'm here to remind you.." the heat from his hand is giving you warmth. It soothes your jumbled mind.

"Can you tell how we met?" She said to him while he smile at her.

"Hmm..we met at a dance competition in US. Jimin is there too..I compete for hip-hop dance category while Jimin is for interpretative dance. I remember we bumped each other on the backstage.."

'Oh..yeah..I remember now..I'm with another guy that time who's boasting himself for being in a dance competition..so he invited me to watch him..tsk.. good thing nothing happened between us.. Hoseok is much a better option..'

"...I can't take my eyes off you that time. You said you're there for a friend.." he glanced at her shyly.

"Y-Yeah.." she laughed nervously

"Is your friend got mad at you because you go with me?"

"No, don't worry everything's fine.." 'because I ditched him..'

"That's good..I thought I got you in trouble..I'm also happy that you came with me to celebrate our won.."he became shy again.."I had a great night because of you..the best night of my life.."

"Aw..I had a great time with you,too.. Sunshine.. you're really flexible.." she smirks 'just like Mochi'

He blushed, happy to hear that you still knew his nickname that you gave to him."I'm happy that you still remembers my nickname and I hope that I made my appearance memorable to you.."

"Oh, it's so memorable..you let me pound you with my strap on while you're on four..of course I love it.." she began to licked her lips. She inches closer.. trying to kiss his lips but she stopped..she blinked then shakes her head. Hoseok, who's anticipating the kiss, opened his eyes because the kiss didn't came. He got concerned.

"Princess, what happened? You can kiss me..I-I want you to kiss me.."

"Sorry I shouldn't do that.." She stand up and back away..

"Why? You don't like me?" Hoseok's voice raised slightly causing the others to wake up.

"It's not like that..I can't.."

"Are you liking someone? Is that it?" Hoseok asked..

"You have a boyfriend?" Jin, who's fully awake now, rushed to her.

The other guys too, go to where you and Hoseok are standing.

"Is it true?" Jimin starts to cry now.

"Snow Bear..please tell that's not true.." Taehyung's eyes waters.

"I can be better than him. Just let me prove it!" Yoongi said, trying to reach her hand.

"No! Please choose me! Don't you remember me? I'm the guy you met in UK.. remember? In the pub? You said I'm beautiful. You said I'm your Mr.Worldwide Handsome. You even asked for my permission.. you're very caring to me..you cherished me..you even offered to pleasure me without getting anything back..y-you didn't leave me hanging. You treat me like I'm a princess. I don't want anyone else..I want you.." Jin started to blurted out what's coming on his mind. He can't afford to lose you..

"N-Noona, I'm willing to be your other boyfriend..I can handle it! I promise!" Jungkook is losing his mind.

"Guys! I think we're just assuming things.. it's just a misunderstanding, right, Rin?" Although Namjoon is trying to make the situation calm down, you can still hear the uncertainty lacing in his voice.

The only thing that Rin can do is sigh..this is all her fault..if only she just waste her time in their house, then this problem that she caused, didn't happen..

"Guys, I don't have a boyfriend.."

The boys' faces lightened up upon hearing what she says.

"See? I told you we're panicking for nothing.."

"Yeah!"

"But!.." she interjects " I didn't say I'm going to make any of you as my boyfriend.."

The boys became silent.

"What?"

"Why?"

"You don't like us?"

Then the banters continue again...too many questions being asked..but they didn't let you talk.

"Guys!" She shouted. Everyone fell silent again. She sighs.. " The reason why I can't is because I'm trying to make myself be better. I already told you that. Besides, this is only going to be a disaster. I love one night stands, true, but I don't do relationships. I don't like that kind of burden and I don't want to be a burden to anybody else,too. You see, this is me..being me..even I sometimes, don't like me..get it! Just get someone who will pass your standards..a person who will be loyal and faithful only for you. Because you will never find it in me. So with that being said, I'll leave you guys now! Ciao!"

She started walking away, leaving the boys dumbfounded.