braincloud-thoughts or poems or smth

What is it?

Do people just not understand me?

Is that the reason why half of the words that come out of my mouth offend someone?

Is that why I sound so condescending and rude more often than not?

Is it because I can't articulate my words well enough?

Is it because I correct people?

Is it because I have a need to be in control?

Or is it just me?

Am I too sensitive?

Am I too bossy?

Am I too high maintenance?

Is it because so many little things bother me?

Or is it just who I am?

The person that subconsciously has intentions to be rude.

What if it's something conscious?

Can somebody tell me?

Because I can't seem to find the reason.

I can't be honest about the reasons if I can't be honest about myself.

Would I be lying or not if I gave you a bunch of reasons why I'm like this?

I couldn't say with certainty.

How am I supposed to understand what goes on in my head?

And if I don't, how will anybody else?

hello.

im supposed to be doing homework, but i felt like writing about my current feelings instead so 🤷‍♀️

anywho, i hope everyone (aka two people), is having a wonderful life

~bai