braincloud-thoughts or poems or smth

Make Me Anyway

They say we'll talk about it when I ask
But when we do,
it seems they've already made up their minds
It doesn't matter if I have concerns
They'll make me anyway

I say I'm out of shape,
haven't practiced
But they've already made up their mind
It doesn't matter if I'm scared to embarrass myself
They'll make me anyway

I feel the sting in my eyes
It's a familiar sensation
I know what they said is true
I know I did it to myself
They're worried, want to help
But I don't want to be forced

I think it's in everyone's nature
Or maybe just mine
To retaliate against others
I know it gets me to unwanted places
But I can't hold my tongue
I don't want to

They don't give me a chance to come around
They've already decided
It doesn't matter what I say now
They'll make me anyway

This is my craptastic little fun blurb of feelings

Thank you

~bai