you use to fall in love with the sound
of her soft voice
memorizing her language
craving her tongue to speak
you use to fall in love with
sinking into her eyes
drowning in her pale green bliss
you use to fall in love with her laugh
so you became funnier
you use to fall in love with her skin
the way it felt warm against your
finger tips
you use to fall in love with the way
she moved
so you gripped her waist
and made her dance
you use to fall in love with the way
she walked away
every time she did
you loved her harder
you use to fall in love with the way
you missed her
that's why you always went back
right to her
every time she calls
i fear you fall in love with her
voice again
every time she cries to you
i fear you desire to hold her tight to take
away her pain
i fear your paths cross
and you begin to suffocate in her eyes
that makes your heart
stain with her presence
i fear you fall in love with her laugh
and begin to wish you could start fresh
in your own brain
i fear every time she walks away you
feel that stabbing hurt
feel that same deep love
all
over
again
you spit beautiful lies to me
to make me stay
you hide her in the shadows
your little secret
while i hid the fact that my heart
knows what's next
maybe im just a sweet,
sweet distraction
to fill the void of all her being
for you to eventually leave me
to fall back into her
maybe the way i make you love
just isn't stronger than hers
when we yell and scream
and say things we don't mean
here i am coming clean
so you can understand how i feel
and recognize the pain behind my eyes
every time you let her back in
YOU ARE READING
The beautiful comes without you
PoetryA collection of confessional poetry about love, hurt, loss and everything in between.
