I guess it was so hard for me to leave
because you've never put an end to us.
You said you still want me
you said you hope I'll come back
you said someday you'll have the courage to leave her.
And I was waiting
and waiting
and waiting
waiting for you to
- I don't even know -
come back?
be honest with yourself?
tell her the truth?
You never did, and you won't.
And it took me so long to understand
that you didn't put an end to us
because you wanted an alternative to return to
if it didn't work out with her.
You just couldn't handle ending up alone.
- the most toxic thing about you.
YOU ARE READING
traffic thoughts.
PoetrySome poems about someone who didn't know how love me right, how I, myself, didn't know how to love me right, how I lost & finally found myself again.
