part 5 <3

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you and shimizu continued to make small talk while walking home, you were asking each other how they've been and what you've missed since you left miyagi. she was telling you about how much the suga, daichi, asahi and her missed you. you were honestly loving spending time with her, well you always did. you always had the best time when you were with her, and she always found ways to make you blush, but you obviously hid you face before she could see your flustered face. i never really though about how much i missed her until now. it feels nice. then shimizu asked you something that made you have to stop and think. 

"y/n, do you have a boyfriend or a crush on anyone?" 

*y/ns pov*

when she asked me this, i physically stopped in my tracks, i was lost in thought. i havent even thought about boyfriends or crushes or anything like that. it never even crossed my mind. im a fucking third year in highschool and i havent even had a boyfriend or a crush on anyone for that matter. shimizu quickly asked if i was okay she was probably thinking she said the wrong thing of something. i pulled out my phone and loaded up instagram seeing all these boys on my recommended. it was weird. 'was i supposed to find these men attractive or something? am i weird for not finding them attractive? am i different?' then i froze in shock because right now in this moment i realised something. 

'do i like girls?'

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