Hurts like hell

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Killua
I nodded my head and layed back down to stare at the ceiling wondering what made y/n do that to herself she said she loved me but if she truly did she wouldn't do this to herself. I kept on saying that to myself repeatedly. I got up changed into a hoodie and some ripped jeans. I walked to the testing gate not bothering to answer alluka who was calling me from her room. I walked out of the estate thinking of how me and y/n were going to walk out of here free and able to escape the assassin world. I sighed at the thought and greeted Canery who just bowed and opened the car door. I sat down placing my cheek on the palm of my hand looking at the window to find out that it started raining but it only reminded me of how much y/n loved the rain and how whenever it rained she would drag me outside and forced me to jump in the puddles and walk with her around the mountain. After that flashback my brain was empty no thoughts or anything it was vacant.

~Time skip

When we arrived I jumped out of the car hoping that y/n was awake. "Master killua do you want us to accompany you". Canery said in a soft tone. That's not necessary I can protect myself . I smiled at her even though on the inside I was hurting.

I opened the door of y/n's room just to reveal y/n connected to a ventilator and a nen nurse (something like pitous nen thing) healing y/n's throat. I ran over to her vulnerable body and grabbed her hand not saying a word but just crying into the palm of her hand. I stayed like that for an hour until she woke up. " K-Killua". Y/N! I WAS WORRIED WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT PROMISE ME YOU WILL NEVER AGAIN. " I promise". But did she really mean that. I stayed with y/n comforting her until we where discharged.

TW:SUICIDE
A couple years have passed by to be specific 5. Alluka and Gon are still together and are planning on getting married next year once alluka gave birth to her baby and yes I did beat up gon if your wondering. Leorio and kurapika got married and adopted a baby boy named leo. As for me and y/n we didn't get our happy ending we got married I wanted kids but y/n would always say no I didn't think much about it I just thought that she just didn't like them but last year it all made sense she didn't want to leave any of her loved one's behind but then why would she leave me . Y/n would cheat on me and have sex with other guys while I was home I was mad but never brought it up I just thought that she might have fallen out of love with me but the day before she jumped she explained why she was doing those things she wanted me to fall out of love with her so It wouldn't hurt me when she died. y/n was struggling with her depression and lost her battle a year ago today which explains why I jumped off the same building she did. As I jumped off all my memories came into thought all of them replaying one by one. When the first time I met her when we got married when we went out on dates to cheer her up how she would cheer me on when I found out that alluka was pregnant when we went to visit her grandpas grave along with her mothers when we would have cooking contests in the kitchen when we adopted kilo our white fluffy cat that she named. All those memories they hurt like hell whenever I thought about them because she wasn't with me anymore she was gone. I closed my eyes and jumped off closeting my eyes and spreading my arms as if I was flying. I'll see you soon y/n~

Breaking news a boy around the age of 21 found dead. They believe that it was suicide after his beloved wife had died a year ago today the family is truly devised by this news. Please keep killua zoldyck and his family in your prayers tonight.

After Killuas death many other people jumped of that building along with Illumi and Hisoka they both blamed them selfs got y/n's and killuas death. Blood stained the sidewalk everyone walking over the the blood of the victims claimed by the underground world.The building was named portal of hell after all the demons were waiting for them~.

Not every story has a happy ending
A/n
Hellooo srry for ending the story as I have no motivation for it . Have a Good Day/Night/Morning!

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