This takes place after Derek got shot. Derek is discharged from the hospital and can finally go home with Meredith.
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"Meredith I'm fine, I can take my own bags in," he laughed at her.
"I'm sure you can but that doesn't mean you have to. Let your wounds heal," she shut the car door, both of them walking up to the front door. She threw his bag on the floor and walked into the kitchen, "Are you hungry?" She opened the fridge looking if they had any food. Derek rubbed his eyes, giving out a huge yawn, "I am so exhausted, can't we just go to bed?"
"Yeah, we don't have any food anyways, so that would've been awkward." He mastered a chuckle at her comment and wrapped his hands around her shoulders as she went up to him. She wrapped her hands around his waist laying her head on the side of his chest.Derek threw himself on the bed not even changing into his pyjamas. Meredith crawled over him, hovering his body with hers, "I missed you," she leaned and kissed him softly on the lips. Derek locked his lips with hers before she could pull away. He grabbed her by the waist and turned them over, laying over her tiny fragile body. His hands tucked a piece of hair behind her ears and pulled away from the kiss. His hands travelled down her jawline to her chin and tilted her head up giving him a better access to her lips, "I missed you too," he licked his lips before his lips touched hers again. She licked the bottom of his lips begging for entrance. He teased, not giving it to her as his hands travelled to her breast. She moaned as he massaged them lightly. Her hands found their placed around his crotch. She squeezed his balls making him whimper and letting her slip her tongue in. Derek moaned against her mouth as her tongue licked the roof of his mouth. "Are you sure you can do this?" Meredith breathed against his mouth not leaving his lips. "Hmm," he moaned, a slight smirk occurring on his face. He pulled away and grabbed the hem of her shirt. He pulled it over her head gasping at the sight in front of him. "God you just get more gorgeous every time," his smiling lips was captured by Meredith as she wrapped her hands around his neck and pulled him down, "I want you," she moaned against his lips, "I need you in me," her fingers were tangled in his soft locks. Derek moved away from her lips and started leaving trails of kisses down her neck. "Derek... please," she arched her back as he kissed along her v-line. "Patience Mer, patience," he smirked at his very horny wife. He unclasped her bra letting her breast go free at once. His lips left gentle kisses all over. His teeth grazed her nipple making her whimper in pleasure. "Oh god Derek... please," she groaned. Derek chuckled to himself moving down to remove her pants leaving her only in her panties. Shivers were sent down her body as she felt him slid two fingers into her underwear stroking her clit. Butterflies filler her stomach. She was so touched starved. Meredith bit down on her bottom lip, moaning in pleasure. Derek laughed as he remembered how wet she always got. He pulled out and licked his fingers. "Why'd you stop?" Meredith groaned her eyes still closed. Derek pulled down his sweats and boxers with his T-shirt. His tip grazed along her length before slowly pushing inside of her. "Oh..." he moaned feeling her tighten around his cock. He started thrusting into her slowly as he leaned down and kissed her. His tongue mimicking the same motion. His tongue travelled around to her earlobe and biting it. She opened her eyes for the first time seeing his bare chest. Her delicate hands ran across his scar. Meredith slid her hands down to his ass helping him go in deeper and faster. She was almost at her peak as Derek began thrusting in and out of her faster. "Der- Derek... I'm cumming... I-," she screamed as she was left in a shaking orgasm. "I'm almost there too," he moaned, thrusting into her few more time before shooting his load into her and dropping flat on her chest. The stayed connected for as long as they could before Derek rolled off of her and pulled her in close, "God I missed you," he kissed her cheeks wrapping his hands around her, moving her close. "And this bed. Hospital beds are so uncomfortable," he complained. Meredith let out soft giggles getting distracted by his scar that was on his chest, "Does it hurt?" She asked, snuggling her head into his shoulders more. "What?" He asked kissing the top of her head. "Your scar," she grazed it with the tip of her finger, "does it hurt?"
"Not really, no?" He hugged her tighter. "Does it hurt if I lay on top of you?" She had a cute seductive smirk on her face. "Not it does not," he smirked back. Meredith rolled on top of him and brushed his hair out of his face. "Don't die on me," she said out of the blue, "Ever." Tears started welling up in her eyes.
"Oh Mer," he pulled her head close to his chest, "I wouldn't dream of it." He ran his hands along her back. At his soft touch she relaxed making her cry in silent. Derek felt her shaking and felt his chest getting wet from her tears rolling down her cheeks. "Meredith-," he pulled her up so he was face to face with her, "I'm right here," he took her hand in his, "I'm alive and healthy," his voice cracked. It broke his heart seeing her this hurt. He guided her hands to his chest to let her feel his beating her, "See," he stroked her cheeks. "I know," she nodded closing her eyes, "I just- it's just-, I know," she snuggled up close to his chest once again. "Mer, what on your mind. Talk to me," he massaged her head. He knew something was bugging her. She wanted to say something, he felt it. "It's nothing, I'm just glad you're okay," she pulled herself closer and hugging her tighter. "I don't believe you. Just talk to me."
Meredith took a deep breath and stared into his ocean blue eyes that were begging for answer. As she was about to say something she stopped herself seeing the innocence in his eyes. She couldn't hurt him. Whatever she has to say could wait. She didn't want to ruin this moment, "I- it's not important. I just want to be close to you, all snuggled up," she rested her head against his chest again.
"Meredith-," he breathed.
"Just drop it. I'm fine," she started getting frustrated. "You know I can't drop it. I know you're hurting," he placed a kiss on her head, "Whatever it is, we'll get through it. I know we can," he tried to assure her.
"Ugh god. Only you can ruin snuggling time," she rolled her eyes and got off of him. She went into the bathroom and closed the door. Derek immediately called after her, "Mer," he came up close to her before he had the door slammed right in front of him. "I'm fine. Just let me be alone for a second," she told him. He was thinking about leaving but he couldn't, she was hurting and she needed him. He opened the door to see Meredith looking into the mirror tears flowing down her cheeks. "Oh-," he rushed up to her and held her close, "Shhh it's okay," he told her. He wasn't going to force her to say anything. He'll give her time. Forcing Meredith to do something wasn't the way to go, he knew that. "Just come back into bed. You don't have to tell me. Let me be there for you," he said in a calming voice. Meredith nodded her head against his chest. He lead her back to bed and pulled her close. Her nose rested in the crook of his neck. She breathed in his smell. His smell, not the cologne he usually wears. Derek's smell. She loved the way he smelled. It was so warm and welcoming and safe. It had a way of giving her confidence. "I was pregnant," she mumbled against his neck, "I was pregnant and I lost it," her voice cracked.
"What," he froze as he heard those words leave her mouth, "I didn't, you never told me," he rubbed her back. Meredith didn't answer. She rolled off of him and curled up in a ball, her back facing him, "I'm sorry," she whimpered. Derek's heart broke at the sight in front of him. She was keeping this all to herself. He wondered how she didn't brake sooner, "Oh come here," he rolled her back against him, "It's not your fault, you don't need to be sorry." He stroked her cheeks trying to calm her down. "What if it was our only chance," she cried. "It's not," he tried to calm her. "But what if it was?" She protested. "Mer there are other ways of us having a baby." He felt her cries becoming more of a sniffle, "There's always adoption," he suggested. Meredith rolled on top of him and snuggled into the crook of his neck, hugging him tight. She stayed there for a s long as she could, "I love you so much," she mumbled. "And I love you," Derek rested his cheeks against her head. Soon he heard Meredith's breathing evolve into slow deep ones, followed by her snores. This is where Derek let go and let his own tears come out. They almost had a baby...—————————————————
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FanfictionOne-shots about Greys Anatomy. There will be mostly about Merder but I might do stories about other characters! I do not own any of these characters All rights reserved to Shonda Rhimes!