Pimping to simping (Anna shumate x made up character)

Past and present

TW*

* Saturday, at 7:25 pm*LA*

Mads (Madison cudmore)POV:

Today is Saturday witch means i have one more day left of summer break. I just got back into my car after coming out of the locker rooms, from soccer tryouts. I really hope i make it. what am I kidding Me and Eva are the only reason we went to WSC (Women's state championship). I've played soccer my whole life. like since i was 3 so basically my whole life.  My Mother taught me how to play. She taught me and my twin sister Eva everything she could, until i had asked her if we could go play soccer at the fields across the street. while we were going across the street an intoxicated driver had been speeding down the road, my mom had noticed but she wasn't able to make it in time. she had pushed me and Eva out of the way before it was to late.

I was 14 at the time. It's been 3 years almost four. IT'S BEEN 3 FUCKING YEARS AND I STILL BLAME MY SELF FOR WHAT HAPPENED. I know its not my fault but ever since the accident I've blamed myself for my moms death. and on top of that ever since the accident my dad would come home every other day drunk to the point he could barley walk by himself, but that's not the worst of it every time he would come home he would come home angry and take it out on me by hitting me. Eva would rarely even be touched, and when she would try to help me my dad would push her away. lately its been getting really bad to the point that he hits me until i black out or he passes out. I try so hard not to tell anyone because as bad as it is he needs me and if i'm gone then who knows what would happen to him. but at the same time I need to leave and so does Eva. I can't live in a toxic house hold. I know it would be better for the both of us if we left but we have no where to go.

Every time i play soccer it just feels like shes still here yk. Out of all the people that have left my life the only one that stayed with me was my best friend's Alissa, and Katie, and Karina who are also Eva's best friends obviously. we've been best friend's for around 7 years almost. when my mom passed it affected them really hard to but it hurt me more.  Alissa and Katie were really close with my mom. my mom considered the two as her own daughters. when ever we would be up to no good and needed help she was always there. my mom was like a 5 year old in a 33 year old's body. she was the best mom i could of ever had. she was Always there for me.

okay i should probably go home now since I've been in the parking  of my schools gym. Eva missed practice today bc she has plans with Conner. Conners her boyfriend and he's really good to her. He's like a brother to me. He knows about my dad and he's beat my dad up before bc he walked in to our house to see Eva but what he say was me on the ground bleeding and my dad on top of me trying to hit me again.

i turn onto my road hoping for my dad not be there. I turn into my driveway. there was no car !!! okay calm down you still have to check the garage and the house. i park my car in the driveway and make my way inside no caring to check the garage and to just see if he was home.

When I walked in I noticed that his shoes were there. As soon as I say his shoes I was hit with fear. But then I heard talking. I walked over to the kitchen and found.....