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Chapter 14- Arrow to the Heart

(TRIGGER WARNING: mentions of blood and murder, read at your own risk)

I awoke in Kai's house, on his bed.  He was sitting beside me with a cloth and a small cup in his hands. I went to speak and sit up before he shushed me.

"Shhh. Don't get up, you hurt yourself pretty bad.  I've been cleaning the blood all night, I didn't want to give you mine unless you wanted it," He said sincerely. He looked worried, I had lost a lot of blood I assumed.  I nodded my head and smiled slightly.  He smiled and bit his palm, squeezing blood into the cup for me to heal myself with. I managed to sit up, I was dizzy and lightheaded from the moving.  "Drink," He said handing me the cup.  I took it and stared at its contents.  I drank the blood, forgetting the fact that it was blood. I immediately started to heal and once I finished drinking, my head and body regained strength. Sooner than later I was all healed up and felt perfectly fine. 

"Thanks," I said smiling.  I looked him in the eyes and then tore away quickly. I couldn't look him in the eyes, I was embarrassed.  

"Y/N look at me," He said putting his hand underneath my chin and lifting my head and eyes to meet his. I still didn't look at him. "Y/N, please, look at me. I know you're upset but we can talk about it please," He begged.  I heard his voice slightly crack as if he were going to cry.  I quickly looked at him to see his eyes filling with water. He snuffled his nose and scrunched it trying to keep away the tears. I sighed and put my hands on his cheeks, wiping away the tears that fell down them.  I started to cry, too, seeing him this way always destroyed me. 

"Kai...I'm sorry for everything.  Running away and hurting myself like an idiot.  Running away from you and, um, Jeremy. Freaking out in the car, not getting back in the car.  Having a mental breakdown and yelling at you in the car. I'm really sorry.  I was just embarrassed.  And I didn't want you to think me of being a gross woman because I had two guys after me and I know that you didn't like Jeremy from the start and now him liking me changes everything and I-" I rambled on not completing my sentence.

"Shhh, it's alright.  It's alright.  Y/N I love you.  And as much as I don't like Jeremy it's not your fault he likes you," He said putting his hands on my cheeks wiping my tears as I did to his.  I chuckled hearing him admit that he didn't like Jeremy. 

"Kai I love you and only you. I need you to know that," I said looking him straight in the eyes.  He smiled which caused me to smile, like a chain reaction bound to happen. He rested his forehead against mine before kissing me softly on my lips. He pulled away first leaving a stinging feeling on my lips. I didn't want the kiss to end.

"Why'd you pull away?" I asked slyly smirking.  He chuckled and kissed me once again, this time, not pulling away.  I leaned into his body closer, feeling his heart beating out of his chest. I tried to savour this moment. After a few seconds, I pulled away this time, smiling at him while he smiled back.