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When I'm Gone - Eminem

-------❦When I'm Gone - Eminem❦

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I'M SO STUPID. I should have talked to him or made an effort to show him that I'm sorry for reacting this way.

We haven't talked to each other in over a week. I'm not sure if he even wants to talk because he makes it clear every single day that he wants to be alone.

And I get it but it hurts.

This whole not-talking stage gave me time to realize my feeling for him. I have been pushing them away because of one reason.

I don't want to get hurt again.

After what happened with Diego, I'm scared to let anyone this near me. It makes me vulnerable.

But I was stupid to not explain this to Alec. He might be thinking that I hate him or something but it's the opposite.

"God, I hate myself," I mumbled into my pillow while I was crying.

I miss him.

Sighing, I got myself up and decided to get ready. Today we have Monday which means we have school again.

Lucky for me, Landon and Mia will give me a lift to school since I know Alec left the house hours ago. He has been doing this for the whole last week.

Just to avoid you.

My conscience said which made everything worst.

I quickly took a shower and ignored all the feeling in me for a moment and enjoyed this shower. Once I finished that, I got out and changed into my clothes, and did my hair.

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❦MIKAYLA'S OUTFIT❦

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