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❦When I'm Gone - Eminem❦-------
I'M SO STUPID. I should have talked to him or made an effort to show him that I'm sorry for reacting this way.
We haven't talked to each other in over a week. I'm not sure if he even wants to talk because he makes it clear every single day that he wants to be alone.
And I get it but it hurts.
This whole not-talking stage gave me time to realize my feeling for him. I have been pushing them away because of one reason.
I don't want to get hurt again.
After what happened with Diego, I'm scared to let anyone this near me. It makes me vulnerable.
But I was stupid to not explain this to Alec. He might be thinking that I hate him or something but it's the opposite.
"God, I hate myself," I mumbled into my pillow while I was crying.
I miss him.
Sighing, I got myself up and decided to get ready. Today we have Monday which means we have school again.
Lucky for me, Landon and Mia will give me a lift to school since I know Alec left the house hours ago. He has been doing this for the whole last week.
Just to avoid you.
My conscience said which made everything worst.
I quickly took a shower and ignored all the feeling in me for a moment and enjoyed this shower. Once I finished that, I got out and changed into my clothes, and did my hair.
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