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Cook's POV

" Alright let's solve this right now. Freddie loves you. Cook loves you. The past me loved you.  Two boys one girl. Its an insolveable equation unless you choose" JJ says

" Or if I do " I say tears welling in my face right before Effy was about to vocalize her choice.

" what do you mean Cook? " JJ asks

But Alina knows she looks at me and winks

"Freddie I love you. I've loved you for years. I fucking love like I've never loved anybody before. " I say

Alina smiles her face lights up.

" I know you love me you wanker. But I'm trying to know who Effy chooses " Freddie says

" Goddamn it you idiot he's in love with you" Alina blurts out

I walk towards Freddie and grab the back of his head running my fingers through his stupid hair

" So who do you choose?" I say" or better yet can I kiss you?"

Effy looks at Freddie and points to him. I know Effy chooses Freddie but that doesn't matter to me right now.

" Cook you have to leave " Freddie says.

" Fuck you all." I say

Alina and JJ follow me out. Running towards the docks.

" You people all think I'm scum" I say rubbing tears from my face.

" No we love you. I came all this way. I run all the way across Bristol looking for you. I asked every shop owner. I asked every pub owner. Every strip club. Every library. I screamed and cried. I drug Freddie out here to see you. Freddie wasn't even gonna come if it wasn't for Effy. We came because we love you. We're practically brother and sister" Alina says

" what if I stay here to be with my dad" I say

" I don't think that would be a good idea. My mum doesn't want to lose the only son she's ever had. Her dulce niño. There are people who love you and care about you at home. Who would die if anything happened to you" Alina continues

" So what you think you're better than my dad? " I say and I can't hold back the tears anymore

" No but you are. You're better than someone who runs away from people who love them ; who need them" JJ says

" There will always be people who love you and I know you're the last person to let the people you love down. So what if some angsty teen girl doesn't want you. So what if some lifeless skater guy doesn't want you. We want you. We need you. And there's a million fucking people who want you. Fuck those two " Alina finally says as she puts her arm around me

" Mi dulce niño " she whispers in my ear. And just like that I'm snuggled inside her neck.

We walk off to the nearest store. We buy all the candy we can afford and strawberry soda.

" Nothing treats a heartbreak like a sugar rush " Alina says laughing. She loved sugar rushes pastries , candy, chips, soda all of it.

Freddie's POV

" What was that all about?The chase ? What the fuck is wrong with you ? You screwy bitch" I yell overwhelmed with rage I just yell

" I'm sorry I love you Freddie" Effy says

I make my way to kiss her. But  can't atop thinking about Cook. About what he said. I was sure he was straight he was way to sexually active and braggy that had he fucked men the whole of Bristol would've known by now. Effy kisses me well I kiss her and almost ready to fuck her . I interrupt

" Not here and not now" I say " I have to go clear my head. You stay here " I demand

I have to go find Cook I just have to. When I walk towards  a pub I notice Cook, JJ, and Alina outside a petrol garage . They're eating candy.

" Cook can I see you in the pub " I say looking him in the eye menacingly

" Fuck you what ? " Cook asks

I wave him over to walk. We go to the back of the pub right by the trash dumpster.

" Fuck do you want now you've already told me you don't want me"Cook said

" I still love you. I don't know if I love you like that but I love you. Besides you don't really like men do you? " I Ask

" What makes you ask that " Cook replies

" Knowing you had you fucked men all of Bristol would know. " I say jokingly

" Do you really like me?" cook asks

" I don't know" I say" I know I love Effy"

Cook grabs me at the sound of her name . I force his hands down and push the against the wall. The amount of times I pushed him against a wall. I'm starring to think he likes it. Cook kisses me. And fuck I kiss back. I go slow and he's a little rough and when I pull back. And push him back once again he drops his pants holding in to the back of the dumpster. I drop my pants placing a condom on my penis and insert. I don't know what the fuck Im doing. But I go. At first I'm soft. I keep going. Then I'm hard. And I can go. After tend minutes I cum. I can't tell if it was because I was thinking about Cook or thinking about Effy. Cook kisses me.

" Let's not tel anyone about this" I say

" What do you mean" Cook says

" Let's keep this between us. Like I'm  not gay. Let's outs this behind us. " I say

" You gave it to me" He says

" You didn't have to take it" I say

" Are you fucking serious. Its like you're embarrassed to be seen with me. " Cook says

" Maybe you're embarrassing" I say

Cook nods his head and walks off giving me the finger ..

" I didn't mean it like that . Cook! Cook! COOKKKKK! " I yell and now I'm crying. Fuck I've made a huge mistake.











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