I won

I did not lose, I got lucky. I got lucky enough to meet someone who showed me that their were souls within this universe that felt as deeply, and cared as you did.
I did not lose, I got lucky. Those words are coming from what used to be a lost soul an emotionless soul didn't have love, love ! I used to believe that love only hurt, never help but I guess i didn't really know what the feelings of being loved really feels like, I learned that with you .
I got lucky enough to spend time with someone who wanted to experience the world through my eyes, who I wanted to watch my favorite movies who I share with her my favorite songs and share with me hers someone who I watch the moon with her and feel those emotions get to her without saying a word .
I did not lose I got lucky, I got lucky enough because I met someone who, for a moment in time, I was able to squeeze all my broken pieces back together with her, share my dark side with her, share my dreams my happiness my sadness I got lucky enough to be the true me in front of her without a single doubt in my heart I'm never afraid when I'm with her, I got lucky enough to meet someone who plugged the anxiety out of my chest, who poured calmness into every single part of my soul.
No, I did not lose, I got lucky enough to meet you, you the only person who made me feel alive, who made me love life, see the world in a bright way, no I did not lose, my whole life i was waiting for you I just didn't realized it until you came into my life and changed it for the better thank you for teaching me life, thank you for a life changing experience that I would do my best to keep our whole life . Thank you and no I did not lose .