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(there will be suicide😞)

-Y/n Pov-

The whole week has been shit, the hate is getting to me and I'm starting to think that my best friend hates me.

I cried every night to the point I can't even leave my house without adem or a friend has to come with me.

Right now I was streaming and on call with Sapnap and Tommy and I got a donate for a 'fan'.

"'No wonder George hates you, your a faggot and a slut. no one will love you and your gonna die alone'..." I said out loud.

"Your not a faggot Y/n" Tommy said

"That's not what George said" Sapnap said a little bit to loud

"what.." I said

"Oh nothing prince!" Sapnap said 

"what did he say about me nick!" I yelled

"umm" Sapnap started thinking about what to say

"NICK!?!" I yelled out, tears started running down my cheek

"He said your annoying and he doesn't want to be your friend no more, he said your parents threw you out the house at 16 and you had sex with all his friends" Sapnap said and he sighed after

why... why did he say that about me. I stopped streaming and left the call. 

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Adem wasn't home right now because he was getting food so I walked out of my studio and walked to the kitchen. I started think about the happy times me and george had, why did he say that about me. I was in the kitchen by the time i stopped thinking and I grabbed a knife, I put the knife at my neck and I started crying. 

Before I knew it i cut my neck, the knife fell off my hands and I fell on the floor. I could feel me dieing.

I'm sorry....

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-Time skip-

-Sapnap pov-

after Y/n left the call and Tommy leaving the call right after, I started calling Y/n but he wouldn't answer any of my calls. I saw George, Clay, Technoblade, phil and wilbur in a call together so I went on.

"hey..." I said sadly 

"What is wrong sapnap?" George and phil said

"George, I told Y/n what you said about him.." I confessed

"what!?! why!?!?!" George yelled at me

"after I did he left the call and I tried calling him he would answer.." I said and there was tears in my eyes

"What did George say?" Wilbur said

"That Y/n is a slut and that he slept with all of his friends, also that he wishes the Y/n wasn't his friend" I said

"WHat!??!?!?" Wilbur, Phil and Technoblade yelled

I heard my phone ring so I tough Y/n was calling me, I picked my phone and saw Adem calling me.

"shhhh" I shhed everyone

Everyone want quite and I answered the phone, I put it on speaker

"hello-" I was cut off by Adem crying

"Y/n is in the hospital!" Corpse cried out

"why!" I yelled

"I-i found him on the floor with a cut on his neck!! he committed suicide!!" Adem cried out

I was shocked

I could hear everyone crying 

"I have to go" and with that adem left the call

"oh god.." Wilbur said

"It's my fault" George said

"Yes it is!?!" I yelled at george

"oh Y/n" Phil said

"I'm not friends with your no more george" I yelled at george

George only cried more

I guess we have to wait for Y/n to get better

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Thank you for reading 😚


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