Sooo idk if I posted a story like this but if I did I made a few changes to this one, sorry for not posting this story in awhile.
Ava: younger sister
John/Emma: Older brother/sister
Erik: Younger brother
Luke: Young Younger brother
(You can always change the names)
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- 3rd person pov -
"Hey guys.. so you guys has been wondering about my past, my disorder, my relationships and how youtube changed my life so after sometime of thing I decided to tell you guys. So first I'll start with my relationships"
y/n sighs
"I started dated this guy when I was maybe 17 and he was amazing, I love him very much and we dated for a year but we decided to end it. Not because we don't love each it's because we just wanted to be friends."
Y/n sighs again and wipes the tears that started falling down his face.
"My second relationship was with dream or Clay and I was 18 or 19 and trust me I was so happy, I don't really get along with my mother and I'll tell you later but dream thought something was wrong and I won't tell you guys because we decided that we both didn't want to give the important details.me and clay broke up when I was almost 20"
Y/n groans and he breathes heavily when he got his breathing under control he started talking again
"And he latest relationship was Corpse, he was so nice and he helped me with my break up with Dream. He also helped me with my mental health and my disorders, you guys may be wondering 'if he was so good why did you guys break up.' I broke up with him because of something that I'll tell you guys later."
Y/n let out a sob
"Now I'll start talking about my disorders, I have dyslexia, ADHD, OCD, PTSD, panic attack disorder, stresse disorder. I'm taking meds so I won't have to many panic attacks and so I won't start shaking when I sit for a long time, when I started taking my meds was when I was 10. When I started living alone my ADHD and my panic attack disorder started getting wrist but I'm trying to manage it."
Y/n sighed and he zoned out for a second
"So now my past.. when I born my mom spoiled me, my mom always dose this but when she was a kid she'll spoil the kid she just had and leave the other kids to feed themselves and to take care of themselves. My dad worked at coffee shop and my mom was a prostitute... Everytime when I had a friend over she'll be doing her 'job' in her bedroom or she'll be drunk on the couch half naked, my dad loves my mom to much that he won't leave her.. when I was 10 or 11 my mom had my little brother Erik. My mom stop spoiling me and she started spoiling Erik so my dad started taking care of my in anyway he can, my older brother John at the time moved out to college and I had no one. 3 or 2 years I was 15 andmy mom had Luke and she stop smothering Erik, she handed my him and she told me to take care of him, my dad started losing his money and my mom won't give any of the money to him because she was busy spoiling Luke. But after a year or two she had my little sister Ava and my mom totally stop caring for Luke as she took care of Ava, so me and my dad had to take care of Erik also Luke. That's when my dad had enough and he moved out... So it was just me, Erik, Luke, my mom and Ava, I just got out of an relationship so I wasn't emotionally capable of taking care of the children... I started youtube so I can try to make money but after a year of making videos I stop because education is important.. I finished high school and I got into a collage but I was still taking care of my siblings so I told my mom... She told me that I couldn't and I needed to be a home with her taking care of her children but I did anyways, I only when for a year because I had dyslexia and I only when to college so I can learn how to draw and animate, when I finish collage I started living in a two bedroom apartment. I started to post on my youtube again and I thought I won't be doing this forever but I guess I was wrong..."
Y/n started laughing softly and he started to cry
"Youtube is the only thing I good at... My parents are giving my siblings to me because I'm more financially capable of taking care of them.. youtube is why I have friends right now, youtube is why I'm the person I am TO DAY..."
"That's who I am... Hope you have a nice day and try not to make fun of me"
