Letters to Nobody

one

Dear Remiel,

I don't know who you are. I don't know why your name keeps popping up in my brain but I think you might be important to me. I don't remember anything about my life before my time in the void. I've always assumed that I was a god, a celestial being due to my powers that seemed to have endless possibilities. Your name was the first thing that came to mind once I stepped back on Earth.

Why am I writing to you? Well, back in the void, there was a man who visited me periodically. He didn't tell me his name nor why he was there. He always looked so sad. Grief was his only character trait. He would come and look at me, occasionally saying weird things like," Try to remember" and "Write to her when you remember"

I had no idea what he meant at the time but I think I got it now. I'm not completely sure but this is my attempt. Usually, I wouldn't take some druggie's advice but he seemed so ethereal. He seemed like a fallen angel. That's why I'm writing to you, Remiel. I don't know if you are a man or a woman. Though, my searches have lead me to think that you're a woman. Perhaps you were my sister? My lover? My friend? I don't know your address so I have no idea how to send these letters to you. I'll hold onto them for now.

A lot of things happened that lead me up to this event. Currently, I'm in a hotel room with Hope Lesley. I'll explain more about her to you in my next letter. Right now, just know that she's important for my survival. The Earth seems so familiar and distant at the same time. I recognise some items from this world but ultimately, I have no idea what's going on most of the time.

I'm in Japan according to Hope. She wanted to move here after my encounter with her. She claims that our fated encounter has made her realise how much she wants to do with her life. She wants to truly live before she dies... again. Apparently, the first thing she wanted to do was live in Japan. She was a New Zealand citizen.

I'm not quite sure what Hope is doing now but she did mention something about how she'll start attending the local international high school. It was a prestigious one. I may or may not have pulled a few strings for her to join. She was my anchor. If I were to live comfortably, she had to do so as well. When you have god-like powers, what other way to use them than to abuse them for your convenience? :-D

This is all I can give you today. Hope wants me to help her check the forms for her enrolment for this fancy school. I'll talk to you soon.

Yours truly

Goliad.