Did I ever stand a chance? - DM -

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* Short chapter- quick filler kind of *

- Draco -

Days till break: 2

I tired, I tried to show Liv that I cared for her and that we could work on things but I guess I hurt her so bad that she's done with me but it's like she's not. It hurts, everything hurts right now, I never thought that we wouldn't be friends. 

It's like she tried to let me down slowly on a pillow, like she's still searching for a reason to stick around but can't find one. 

"The parties tomorrow are you going" Astoria was clinging onto my arm as I walked her to her DADA class. My mind cleared of all the mess going on, she was my pain reliever, in a good way. 

Even though she started all of this she was just jealous of something that wasn't going on. It happens we all make mistakes and some can forgive and forget while others can't. You just have to make the right choice. 

Choice, a funny word. She had a choice, she could have talked to me about Liv but she chose a different way. A more destructive way, wrong way but she didn't know what to do. When I found out she was lying about what Liv said to her I was beyond pissed but I had done enough yelling that night. 

I can't even look at Liv without feeling my heart hurt, I physically hurt her and I didn't even feel bad about it when I did it. I also didn't know I was holding her that tight, when I saw her in potions yesterday I needed things to feel normal like I didn't hurt her. And it seemed like she needed that too. 

"Yeah of course, are you" she stopped walking turning to look at me, merlin she was beautiful. 

"Sadly no, I got detention for being late this morning"

"Well how irresponsible of you" I teased, she rolled her eyes shaking her head. "I was only late cause of your dumbass" my eyes darkened as she called me a dumbass, leaning down I whispered in her ear. 

"I could make you late again and for the same reason too" her pretty eyes looked up at me as she bit her lip in a pleading way. I grabbed her wrist but not to tight, I didn't want to hurt her like I did Liv. 

She yelped with a giggle as a I slammed the broom closet door pushing her against the door. Our lips crashed mixing our heavy breathing, there was a sense of urgency lingering in the air. 

My hand found her small neck holding her in place, my other hand gripped onto the back of her shirt holding her body close. I felt her hand run down my chest going past my belt and down to my bulge giving it a soft squeeze through my trousers. 

I let out a breathless groan into her mouth as she did so, I licked her bottom lip entering her mouth. She undid my belt making my pants looser so her hand would fit, I moaned as she gripped my dick rubbing to tip lightly. 

"Fucking hell Astoria" I kissed her neck leaving marks. 

Her neck left my mouth as her body dropped down, her innocent eyes looked up at me hooded as she pulled my pants and boxers down. I hissed as he cold air hit me, my hand found the back of her hair as I tangled my fingers in it rubbing the back of her head. 

She look so pretty on her knees. 

My head drop back as she started to jerk me off my grip on her hair getting tighter "Holy shit- just like that" I moaned as she took me in her mouth. 

I looked down watching her head take me in, she couldn't take all of me but that was fine no girl could. Her tongue swirled around making my eyes flutter shut. 

I could picture me fucking her as she cried out under me, this made me push more into her mouth thrusting my hips. I could almost feel the back of her throat, she gaged a bit vibrating around me. 

As my eyes were closed I pictured something else, this time we were on Snape's desk. The whole desk was moving as I thrusted into her hard, I looked down as her pussy grew tighter. Her hand wrapped around my wrist as I had a grip on her throat. 

I shot my eyes open as I looked into Liv's eyes but they closed again from the pleasure,  my mind was screaming to open my eyes but they were locked on her as her back arched off the desk. She was a moaning mess, my stomach tightened "Fuck Draco" her voice screamed. "Fuck" I breathed out it sent me over the edge as I  shot my cum into her throat. 

That did not just happen, I quickly pulled my pants and boxers up as she swallowed still on the floor her face scrunching up in disgust as she forced it down her throat. 

"I have to go" I walked out ignoring her calls. 

"Draco?"

"Draco!"

"I'll see you at dinner?" I gave her a thumbs up not looking back, this was bad. Really bad, why did she even pop into my head like that. At a time like that. 

It has to be because i'm think about her more, but not in that way. In a way of everything going on, but i'm done with all that, done with her.

She looked so good under me, I slapped my cheek, what the fuck was I thinking. This was not like me, maybe the old be but not now. 

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"You weren't in class not that Mcgonagall cared" my mind was everywhere, that should have not happened was the only thing I could think. 

I mean I always wondered how she was in bed but those stopped once I got with Astoria, and she was a tad more better looking then Astoria but looks weren't everything. 

"Yeah class didn't sound to appealing so why go" I humored as he jumped over the couch sitting next to me, the book in my hands were more of a prop. 

"Didn't miss anything special" my leg bounced as I debated on telling him about the broom closet, he was my best mate and knew everything.

The common room door opened, Pansy and Theo's voice over took the space. She talked so fucking loud, "Love it's fine just make up some sob story and all will be good- shit" her voice was always so soft even when she was yelling at me. 

I couldn't even look over at them scared to look at her, I felt so guilty picturing her like that even if she looked good. "So what's your sob story?" sarcasm was the only thing that came out of Blaises voice. 

Him and Pansy were fighting at the moment, both to petty to apologize first. 

It sounded like Pansy smacked Liv's stomach as she groaned. I still couldn't look over, it got worse once they all walked over taking up the empty seats. I was still pissed she didn't give me the drugs she bought off of the blood traitors, yeah she's done things but now that we don't associate with each other how can I make sure she's being safe with it.

"I'm going to the dorm" I stood up not looking at anyone. 

"I'll join" Blaise followed, Theo after him. 

The thought I never thought would cross my mind, crossed it. Are we all falling apart?

A/N- Quick chapter, but anyways chile...

PLEASE READ: My schedule just got really busy and I don't know when the next time I can write will be, I really wanted to post daily and I hope I still can but i'm not sure. I just wanted to let you guys know instead of just dropping. hope you guys are staying safe and healthy <3