PROMISES THAT WE MADE

c13:HOW ABOUT NOW?

LAUREN'S POV

"No, seriously though, how the fuck did you get 23? Obviously, it's 15" I said rolling my eyes at Jay who glares at me before defending his answer

"Ayee, Jauregui Jauregui, don't you listen? I said it's 23 because if you combine 15 with 8 it'll be 23" Jay said making me and Jungwon look at him like he grows another 3 heads

"Oh, I think you hit him too hard yesterday Woniee, or maybe he dropped his brain," I said worriedly to Jungwon who is stifling his laugh

"HA. HA. HA. No seriously, I think it's 23"

"Ughh, fine! Put 23 on your paper, I'm putting 15, don't blame us if you get it wrong" I said rolling my eyes at him and writing down my answer

"Christmas is coming up, what are guys doing?" Jungwon asked as he leans back to his chair looking at us

"Oh, I'm going back to Korea for sure"

"Oh, I'm spending Christmas here, Maybe We're going to Italy for New years though, Abuelita said she misses us, especially me," I said

"Oh yeah, how's Raine and Eox by the way? Marcus said that she's still asking for you" Jay asked

"Oh yeah, I've talked to her the other day, and I miss them too you know? I know it's been 2 years, but it's still hard. But I know got to go back there somehow"

"Oh yeah, I mean it's kinda sad about what happened to..." Jungwon trails off knowing it's still a very sensitive topic for me

I just nodded and smile at him before letting out a deep sigh and look straight ahead before answering

"Yeah, and I need to move on somehow"

"Uhmm, but does Camila know about any of this?" Jay asked as she looks at Camila from across the room who is talking quietly with Hazel and Mason

"Uhmm, no not yet. Maybe before new years or something"

"Laur, you know Camila, she will find out sooner or later. So it's best if she'll know early"

"Mhmm, How about now?" I asked looking at Camila who looks back at me and wink making me blush a little, getting caught staring at her beautiful self

"Nope, not that soon dumbass... But maybe before Christmas or Christmas break"

I only humm in response and they stop talking sensing that I'm don't want to talk about it anymore

Am I really ready to tell Camila about two special ones in my life in Italy? That I somewhat left there and I haven't seen them for two years now

And if I ever tell Camila about them, will she accept it? Will she stay with me still
And if so, will she gladly meet them both

Ughh, this is so getting inside my head and I feel like my head is gonna blow

I heard the bell ring and students chairs squeaking against the floor

Hushed whispers as they exit the room

I got up and place my notes inside the bag and walk towards the door where Camila is waiting

"Hey baby," She said as she interlocks our fingers making me smile

"What you guys talking about earlier?"

"Oh, just about our plans for Christmas and New years"

"Oh yeah, I think we're staying here for Christmas, and I think we're going to Australia for New years, but I'm not quite sure yet"

"Oh, we're out of the country for New Year too, but  we can spend Christmas together if you like?"