This Is My Life -A Kian Lawley fanfiction

Chapter 17

Kian's POV

-afternoon-

I decided to take Gianna out to eat. I decided on Red Lobster.

She was upstairs getting ready and I was sitting on the couch. After an hour she came downstairs looking more beautiful then ever.

"Hey!"

"Hey. You look beautiful." She smiled and looked away.

I turned her head around. "No. You're too beautiful inside and out to be insecure."

"Thanks. Let's go!" She said jumping on me. I took her out to the car and set her down. I opened her door for her and she sat down. I went to the drivers seat.

I started the car and drove to Red Lobster. I jumped out, walked to her door, and opened it for her.

"Why thank you, handsome!"

"No problem, beautiful." I said and we both chuckled. We walked in with my arm around her shoulder.

"Table for two?" The lady at the counter asked.

"Yes please." I said while she grabbed the menu's.

"Ok, come with me." She said smiling.

She sat us down at a table. We ordered our drinks and started talking about the baby and stuff like that.

"Be right back, I need to use the bathroom." She said standing up.

"Ok."

She walked away and someone took her place in the seat.

"Hey Kian." It was Andrea.

"Hi." I said looking down.

"Ya here alone?"

"No actually I'm not." I said.

"Who's here with you?"

"Gianna. My fiancé." I said holding out my hand.

"Would she like it if I did this?" She took my ring off my finger and set it aside. "Or this?" She cupped my cheeks and kissed me.

She started making out until Gianna screamed. "Kian!" Everyone just stared. She grabbed her purse from the seat and started walking away. She was crying and I saw her take off her engagement ring and put it in her purse.

I grabbed mine and started running after her. I grabbed her arm and spun her around.

"Get off of me." She said trying to get out of my grip.

"No. Let me explain!"

"Kian there's nothing to explain!" She said letting more tears fall.

People that were walking around started staring at us. She got out and started walking away.

"Gianna!" I looked down and started rubbing the back of my neck.

You messed up big time.

I know.

Why would you do this to her?

I dont know!

It's all your fault.

I know.

I ran back to my car and drove home.

Gianna's POV

That bitch! I knew I couldn't trust him! I walked over to a park bench and started crying.

He says to let him explain, but he has nothing to explain. He kissed Andrea. He was on a date with me. That's all I need to know.

After an hour of me crying I stood up and walked home.

I walked inside and I saw Kian sitting on the couch. I walked right past him into the kitchen.

"Gianna, let me explain!"

"Kian there's nothing for you to explain!" I said while my eyes got heavy.

"Yes there is!"

"No there isn't! You kissed Andrea, and you were on a date with me! That's all I need to fucking know!" I said.

"I promise babe, I didn't do anything. She came and sat down in our booth after you left to go to the bathroom. Right after you left she took my engagement ring off and kissed me, until you came out and saw you!"

"And how am I supposed to believe that! For all I know, you could've saw her, missed her, and kissed her!" I started bawling. As much as I wanted him to just kiss me and for us to just make up, I couldn't forgive him.

I went to my bed without even bothering to change. I fell asleep after about ten minutes.

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All of a sudden I heard McKenna crying. I walked over to her and took her out of her crib. I set her on her changing table and grabbed a clean diaper and wipes.

I changed her diaper and got her dressed in a onesie. When I was done I set her down on her floor and let her play with toys.

I walked to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. My eyes were red and puffy from last night. I washed my face and took the makeup I still had on my face off.

I ran back to McKenna's room and Kian was sitting and playing with her. McKenna looked at me and started crawling towards me. I picked her up and walked to the kitchen.

I set her in her high chair and started making her food.

"I'm sorry!"

"Sorry doesn't fix everything Kian."

"But I love you and I want you back."

"I bet that's what you said to Andrea."

"She kissed me!" I started feeding McKenna and just ignored him.

"The silent treatment, huh?"

I just fed McKenna.

"What's going on?" Ricky said walking downstairs.

"Nothing. Just me and the baby. No one else here."

"Oh my god. You're this fucking mad?! If I can't get you to forgive me then I'm done!" He said and walked up the stairs.

"If this is your way of breaking up with me then fine!" I yelled. I let one tear fall but I quickly wiped it off.

"What was that all about?" Connor asked walking down the stairs.

"Yea?" Ricky and Jc said in unison.

"Nothing..." I said sniffling. I let one tear fall after another and it didn't stop.

"You're a bad liar." Jc said hugging me.

"He cheated on me..." I said nuzzling into his chest.