This Is My Life -A Kian Lawley fanfiction

Chapter 7

Kian's POV

Ughhhh.

I woke up from my horrible dream. Gianna was about to commit suicide. I can't believe I had such a dream. She would never do that because of me. would she? Then, I got a call from Connor.

"Hey Kian. We're at the hospital. Something terrible happened." Oh no. "What?" "Gianna tried to commit suicide..."
No! I can't let this happen! "Ok, I'll be right there!"

I grabbed her favorite teddy bear from when she was three. Then I ran out of the house into the car. I drove as fast as I could going over the speed limit a little. But I kept asking myself, why would she do such a thing? Is it my fault?

Of course it's your fault Kian.

She liked you and you were too busy kissing Maddie to notice.

After about 3 minutes, I got to the hospital. I walked in the waiting room and all of my friends were there. Jenn, Andrea, Tatum, o2l, Rebecca, and way more. I saw Ricky and I walked over to him. He looked really worried. But when he saw me, he looked at me like I was a phycho killer or something. I didn't blame him. "I'm sorry Ricky... I didn't know it would go so far." "And when I told you she was cutting, you didn't think that was far?!" Ricky said.

The nurse came out. "Ok so who's with Gianna Dillon?" We all stood up. "Ok...... I am going to narrow it down to family members." Ricky stood up. "I'm her brother." "Any mom or dad?" "No, they don't support her anymore."

Ricky's POV

I lied straight to the nurses face. I also lied to Gianna. Our parents didn't just stop paying for her, they got in a huge car accident. "Oh I'm so sorry. Ok you can pick 3 people to go in with you." I decided to pick Connor, JC, and Kian. We all went in and Kian and I sat in the seats next to the bed, hoping for her to wake up. He set the teddy bear under her arm and just left it there. "C'mon G. You have so much to live for. Don't die on me." I managed to say. Kian just stood there staring at her. "It's all my fault." He choked. "If I knew. I could've done something."

"Kian, it might've been partially your fault. But you don't have to beat yourself up for it. I'm still mad at you for hurting my sister like that, but you're still my best friend." "Thanks Ricky."

"Ok everyone out!" Oh no! What's happening?! "Why?!" "Just get out!" I ran out of the room not knowing what to do or what was happening. They stayed in there for half an hour before coming out and telling me what happened. "Her heart failed. But we came in soon enough to save it. She's showing good signs of waking up, but it probably won't happen today. You have 10 minutes until visiting hours are over."

I walked in and stayed for about 3 minutes until Kian came. "Can I sit with her alone for a minute?" "Sure." I say.

Kian's POV

Ricky walked out of the room and I sat down next to her.

"Hey. I'm sorry. I don't know why I would do that to you. I didn't know you were suicidal, or self harmed. I know you probably hate me right now, and I don't blame you. But all I'm asking is for you to wake up. I love you." Then I kissed her. "And if you won't do it for me, do it for everyone else out there that's waiting. Especially Ricky. He hates himself right now because he thinks it's his fault. Just wake up. For him." That's when visiting hours were closed. I left and so did everyone else.

Leaving Gianna alone in the hospital.