This Is My Life -A Kian Lawley fanfiction

Chapter 15

Kian's POV

In the middle of the movie Gianna fell asleep on my lap. She started moving around and all of us laughed. Then she started mumbling things and Tatum burst out laughing.

I started getting worried though. The last time she did this she started screaming stuff. I decided to start shaking her to wake her up.

"Kian why are you trying to wake her up?" Jc asked.

"Remember the last time she did this?" I said.

"Oh, yeah. Wake her up." I proceeded to shake her. She pushed my hand away. I still shook her.

"What?!" She yelled. There were tears streaming down her face and her eyes were red.

"Wow Gianna you really don't like getting woken up do you?" Tatum said laughing. "She's crying cuz of a dream she had." Jc said.

"Oh."

"Kian I'm fine. Just a bad dream. Don't tell me you don't have those." She said drifting back to sleep.

"No, you're not fine. what were you dreaming about?"

"Same thing from last time. I'm. Fine."

"Why do you keep having that dream?"

"I don't know Kian! Let me sleep!" She said getting up and walking out the door.

"Kian I think you guys should go. Girls are just like that sometimes." Tatum said. "Kay..." I said while walking to McKenna and her pack-n-play.

I picked her up and she started crying. I buckled her in her car seat and walked out the door.

"Bye." Tatum and Jc said. "See ya." I said and walked over to the car.

Gianna was inside crying. I went to the back seat and put McKenna in. I walked around and sat in the drivers seat.

"Tell me what's wrong." I said.

"No." she said looking out the window and wiping her tears.

"Love you." I said starting the car.

"Whatever." Why is she so mad at me?!

"What the fuck did I do?!" She looked at me this time.

"You didn't do anything."

Sure. "I know you're mad at me! Just tell me what I did!" She looked away and just shook her head.

The drive was silent the rest of the way.

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After we got home Gianna ran straight up to Ricky's room.

I just sighed and got McKenna. I walked in and changed her diaper.

Gianna's POV

I didn't tell Kian what I dreamt about because he would've yelled at me like "why would you ever even think that?!" But I needed someone to confide in.

I ran up to Ricky's room and he wasn't there. I just jumped on his bed and just layed there crying.

After a while Ricky walked in. I jumped up and hugged him.

"I missed you even though you were only gone for 2 hours!" He yelled. "Same here!" I said.

"Are you crying?" He said letting go of me and looking at my face.

"Yea..." I said sniffing.
"Why? Did he do something again?"

"Not exactly. It's what I'm afraid he's gonna do." He sat down on his bed and I sat next to him. "What is it?"

"I had a dream while I was laying on his lap sleeping. I dreamt that he was going to be just plain rude, mean, and bitchy when we got married. It's stupid I know." I was just overreacting. I know Kian would never do that.

"It's not stupid. Did he do anything that made you dream this?"

"That's the thing. He didn't do anything."
He just looked at me.

"Ok, well if you need anything just come to me." He said. "Okay." I said and walked out the room.

I walked into McKenna's room and saw Kian changing her diaper.

"Awwww! Daddy daughter bonding!" I said walking over to them.

"Tell me what happened!" He yelled.
Was he mad at me?!

"Really, Kian?! I walk in here and try and be nice and all you do is yell at me?!"

"C'mon! I love you and I just want to know!" McKenna was crying.

"Now you made the baby cry! And me!" I also had tears streaming down my face and I looked away, embarrassed that I was screaming and crying in front of him. I didn't even know why. I've cried in front if him before.

"I'm sorry. But I want to be there for you and I can't do that if I don't know what happened!"

By now he was finished changing McKenna so I grabbed her and walked out of the room. I couldn't deal with him right now and I needed to give her a bath.

I grabbed her a onesie, a diaper, and a towel and walked to the bathroom. I ran the warm water and undressed her. I was still sniffling but every time I cried she started crying. She knew that I was hurt.

I wiped my tears off and washed my face in the sink. Then I walked over to McKenna and set her in the bathtub. I took the baby soap and scrubbed her.

After a few minutes she was playing with her bath toys and I was scrolling through my twitter feed.

Kian tweeted something:

@KianLawley: My beautiful fiancé is mad at me!!😫😫 and I don't know why... c'mon @Gianna_Dillon tell me!!

I decided to look at the tweets that were directed to me. some of them were rude like 'She doesn't deserve you!' Or 'She's such a slut!' And some of them were nice like 'maybe she's not mad at you! Maybe she just needs space.' Or like 'leave her alone she needs to breathe!'.

Then I decided to tweet

@Gianna_Dillon: @KianLawley I love you and I will tell you later but right now just give me space.😘

I grabbed the towel and took McKenna out of the bath.

I walked over to her room and Kian was sitting on the floor on his phone. I just walked over to her changing table and got her dressed. He walked over to me and kissed me on the cheek.

When I was done getting McKenna dressed I told Kian to wait there.

I walked over to Ricky's room.

"Hey, can you watch the baby for a few?"

"Sure." He said and I handed him the baby.

I walked back to McKenna's room and shut the door behind me. I sat down next to Kian and got ready ask the fateful question.

"Will you love me? Forever?"