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IMPORTANT TO READ (WARNING)

(just to start off and say that this note is long and important to read. This note just keeps on growing and growing)

Hello readers. 

So this note was made mostly for my old soulmates books so others could understand a lot of things, but a lot I write in here are still important for others to read and understand. 

So my old books were made 3 to 4 years ago so the spelling and grammar sucks. I will like to blunlty say that I have an learning disability that caused me to hate school and myself because learning and remembering things are so fucking hard for me, even now learning what I need to know and keeping it in my head is still hard for me. It goes in one ear and out the other. I’m working on it.

The reason why this note was made was because my old books sucked and I kept on getting hate. After getting this bad hate I had stopped everything I was working on and went to work on making my old books better because then it should stop the hate. 

But just to be prepared I want to talk about things that are important to know or understand. 

I totally understand when people want to help and fix the mistakes I have and you can totally do so, though if you see that someone has already fixed it you don't need to re-comment it. If you do fix my mistakes I'm asking you to be nice about it. Please think before you write a comment. 
I'm just saying this because I've had a good amount of people come at me for my mistakes in the wrong way. I can take constructive criticism but when it gets downright disrespectful I will not stand by and let that happen. So again please don't tell me that I shouldn't post if I can't take it, I can when you're respectful. 
THE THING you shouldn't come and try to FIX is when I write for mental illnesses. I'm writing from my own personal experience with my own physical and mental illnesses. I do use my sister and my family's experiences too since I know them and I can talk to them about it. 
I don't personally open up much to anyone and when I do it doesn't even scratch the surface of what I have gone and going through. I don't just jump into writing about these specific topics without knowing about them, if I don't know about them I do my research on them. If I went in without knowing it-it would be wrong, very wrong and I would be giving out wrong information that can be harmful, I absolutely don't like people who go and write blindly about mental health and glamorize it, I am not glamorize any mental illnesses, I do not condone any acts of SH, drugs abuse, eating disorders and so on. I have a warning for a reason, I tell you what will happen in the chapter so you know what will happen and wont go in blindly. 

I do want to also say that no one's mental illnesses are the same. Everyone deals with their own things differently. I may write or say things that are different from yours or others because I'm using my own mental illnesses and how I felt and dealt with them at the moment. I'm using my own feelings. 

The reason why I write a lot about mental illness is because it helps me cope. It's a copy mechanism for me and a lot of other people. I don't open up much like I said and I can't open up much for plenty of reasons. Most of the characters I make have a lot in common with me, they let me act on my feelings more than I can in reality. That's one of the reasons why I protect my characters when I get hated on them. If they attack them they are attacking me. 

I'm not trying to be mean because I have to talk about this. I hope you don't take this the wrong way, I'm just stating what I need to state for my page and books to help us all understand where I'm coming from and where you're coming from because you continue to read. 

I want to say that some chapters are short, but that's mostly in my old books, not my better versions books. Those ones at least have a thousand words on them.