(ATENTION! PLAY SONG AS YOU READ THE STORY FOR THE FULL EFFECT! KISSES.xx)
I walk up the steps in my cheeta pants (pic inserted) and oversized shirt knowing I look... Just awful.
I tried to fix my face a bit but... No. It didn't work.
I ring the door bell and hear nothing so I knock loudly. There are 2 cars in the driveway. I guess he lives with his parents.
As I am about to walk away and go home I hear a rather familiar laugh. He's home! He probably just didn't hear me knock. So I knock again. And again. And one last time.
This time I hear a low mumbled voice. Then another saying "coming"
I wait patiently... Maybe this is a mistake. Why am I trusting him? He was a jerk in my mind a day ago... So ima give it up over a note?...
Then before I can think too hard the door flings open and its a guy I notice as one of the jocks from my school.
I look like a total idiot.
"Um... Hey."
He looks me over and looks annoyed.
"Is...uh...is"
"Spit it out hun?! You lost your mommy or something?" He says this with a baby voice and sounds kinda annoyed until his little remark which he rewards himself with a smirk and a chuckle for.
I stand in awe of his remark tho. My eyes start to burn. McKarson comes to the door with a coolers lite in hand with a smile on his face and an Angels jersey on.
The game was today.
"You expecting her?" Says the one that made the comment about... Her...
He hesitates and with a little hope I hope he punches the guy in the face takes me into a hug and tells me it'll be okay.
But all I get is a...
"Psh! Don't even know the girl man!" And he walked away without any eye contact.
My heart was broken. The guy that said I was looking for my.. My... Mom.... And then McKarson just punching me in the chest and not even looking back to see if I was okay.
I feel my cheeks to find out I have obviously been crying for a while now.
"Babe. This is a place for big kids maybe your mommys at the supermarket where you bought that dolly of yours." He said with a smirk when I look down at the little stuffed elephant that held so much...
That little ignorant!... And before I could think what's next my fist collided with his face and my foot with his stomach when he was to my height.
I heard cursing and saw blood. Then I just ran. I didn't know where I was going... But I ran... And I ran fast. Tears streaming down my face and all. Trying to get away from reality.
Trying to get away from the nightmare... Bc no matter how fast or how far I ran... It followed
It would never leave
It was impossible to let go.
And it happened only 3 years ago.
Yet it tears everything In my life away...
From its old path; to the new one its creating.
mom...
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Sorry haven't updated loves! I've been busy!!! Butttttt it's almost valentines!!! Candy, pink, and everything good!! Can't wait can't wait! I'm sick so this probably sucks butttt I tried! Lol. Love the song I picked! I wrote it while listening to it! It just fits so well. Love you guys! KISSES.xx
