Ghost in the Mirror ~Devin 'ghost' sola FF~ [COMPLETED]

You disgusting piece of shit(see what i did there?)

Shane P.O.V.

I felt like I was floating as I woke up in a dimmed hospital room. I looked around and Ricky was asleep on a chair. Where was ghost.? The memories all came back the fight, running, diner, and the alley....I let tears fall. I felt disgusted with myself....I was raped...I wanted to die. "Shane! Your ok!" Ricky said as he rushed over to me. He touched me and I flinched. He back away. "Do you remember anything?" He asked. I nodded. "Everything..." I whispered. "W-where is ghost...with Kylie?" I asked hesitantly. Just before Ricky could answer Angelo, balz, Chris, and Ryan walked in but still no ghost. "She's up!" Chris said. Ricky rushed over to him and whispered something in his ear. Chris looked at me with as eyes. "Here. You look thirsty." Balz said and handed me a soda. I drank it. "Answer my question Ricky..." I said. He looked at me. "He refuses to talk to anyone...he hasn't seen you since you were put inside the hospital...he plays bass while on tour then he ignores us. He still doesn't know what happened or if your ok..." He said. I felt more tears fall. "So he threw me away because I was used and raped.? I know how he feels to be disgusted with me. I'm disgusted myself..." I cried. Angelo rushed over to me and I flinched then relaxed. I hugged him and cried. "None of us will hurt you...I promise..." Angelo said. I nodded. "Can I go?" I asked. They nodded. Ricky gave me my clothes and went to the bathroom and got dressed. I walked out and the doctor was there. "Hello I sighed your papers since these young men told me you wanted to leave. Have a good day." He said and walked out. I gathered my stuff and we left. Ricky drove while I sat on Angelo's lap. I cried every once in a while. We eventually made it into a city after 4 hours of driving. We got out and I stood there. Ricky took my hand slowly and we walked to their bus. We made it to their door and I stopped. What if ghost hated me? "Come on...I won't let anyone hurt you." He said and opened the door. I walked on slowly and the rest followed. I sat on the couch and looked around. I looked over and got up. "I'm gonna shower." I said. Everyone nodded and I went to the bathroom. I closed the door once I was inside. I locked it and stripped then I turned on the water and let it heat up. I climbed in and scrubbed and scrubbed my skin and body raw. I was so nasty and disgusted. I sat there as tears came again. I turned off the water and dried off I walked out slowly. And looked around. The guys were gone again so maybe ghost was too. I walked to my bunk and pulled on some clothes. I felt a hand on my shoulder and I screamed. They jumped back and I ran into the back lounge and locked the door. I started to shake. I heard yelling before there was a knock on the door. "It's Ricky." He said. I got up slowly and unlocked the door. Ricky came inside and hugged me. "Ghost didn't know what would happen...it's ok...I told you I wouldn't let anyone hurt you..." He said. I nodded before we walked out slowly. Ghost was standing there with tears in his eyes. "Babe.! I'm so sorry....I didn't know what would happen. I couldn't see you in that hospital because it would slowly kill me inside..." He said while slowly walking over to me. I remembered the diner. "I was running from the man w-who rr-raped me...when I seen you and Kylie in that diner...that's what made me stop running." I stuttered. "I was upset...this is all my fault" he said while slowly wrapping an arm around me. I pushed him off and walked back to the back lounge. "Don't touch me. I'm a disgusting piece of trash..." I said before closing and locking the door. I fell asleep while crying and hearing a knock on the door every 5 minutes.