Ghost in the Mirror ~Devin 'ghost' sola FF~ [COMPLETED]

I love you?!

Ghost P.O.V.

I walked into the studio slowly. To say that I was depressed would be an understatement. I let my stupidity get the best of me and now Shane and me aren't together. We haven't talked in three weeks.! And Ricky is always with her. It kills me and I just want to punch him. I noticed the guys and Chris smiled at me. Ricky wouldn't look at me. "Why can't you look at me? Hiding something? Or are you angry?" I growled. Ricky looked at me with a glare. "Of course I'm angry?! You broke Shane.! All for Sarah. Was she good? Did you enjoy fucking her while Shane cried for hours into my shirt?!" Ricky hissed. "I'm sorry! I never meant to do anything with Sarah.! She came to the bar I was at and she offered me a drink. I accepted it and she came back with it and I drank it. Then she started to fill my head with crazy shit and I guess I believed her!" I yelled. Ricky scoffed. "How's Shane?" Ryan asked suddenly. "She's ok. I brought her breakfast this morning and she seemed happier than usual. Actually, after we finish recording I'm planning on taking her out. Get her out of the house for awhile." Ricky said. I felt anger wash over me and I had Ricky slammed against the wall. "Try anything with her and I slit your throat." I growled. "I'm not you. I don't throw girls away after a while." He shot back. I couldn't handle it anymore. My fist connected with his jaw. He pushed me off of him and we started to throw fists at each other. Balz was on the phone and Chris and Ryan were trying to pull us apart. Balz hung up and started to help. We finally were pulled away from each other and we both had blood all over us. A few minutes later A girl walked through the door. Wait, it was Shane. She was different. She had snakebites and black hair instead of brown. She looked more stunning. Her flawless pale skin glowed in the light. "Babe! Your all bloody.!" She shrieked. I was about to answer when she rushed to Ricky's side. So they were a thing. "I'm fine baby." He replied. She looked at me then quickly looked away when our eyes met. "Shane. Maybe you should stay." Balz said. Shane nodded and sat next to Ricky. I couldn't be here. Not when the girl I really love is with one of my best friends. I can't do this. I fucked up. I stood up and walked out, not looking back. I got in my car and sat in it for a minute. I screamed loud and hit my steering wheel. I sat there and laid my head on the steering wheel and let tears escape. My passenger door opened and someone climbed inside my car. "Leave Chris. I'm fine. I just need to get away for a moment. Ok?" I said. "It's not Chris." A small voice I recognized as Shane's voice said. I looked at her. "Why are you here? Ricky will be mad. You are why we got into the fight." I said. She looked at me. "You don't want me to leave." She stated. It was true. I wanted her here forever. "Why are you fighting about me?" She asked. "Because believe it or not I still love you. And I'd give up for ever to touch you because I know that you feel me some how.." I said. She couldn't help but smile at my cheesiness. "You said what you said and left. That's why I tried to move on." She said. Tried? So she hasn't moved on? "I was drunk. And Sarah was putting things into my head. I was getting all confused." I said. She was looking forward. "Did you two do anything?" She asked. I sighed and nodded. "But I regret every minute of it." I said. She looked at me. "Will you ever forgive me?" I asked. "Your forgiven." She said. I smiled brightly. "But I'm with Ricky now...and you need to accept that." She said. I felt my heart crumble. She got out and walked towards the studio. I wiped my eyes and got out of my car and locked it then I walked back inside the studio. The guys were starting already. Shane was talking to Ricky and she looked happy. Ricky would steal little kisses from her. I eventually looked away and continued to do my bass parts. We all finished at about three in the morning and I rushed home. I went inside and laid on my bed. Then I decided to do something. I'm gonna do a character for this tour. I got up and dug through my cabinets until I found what I needed. I got everything ready and I got started. When I finished I smiled. It was now five in the morning. I was really tired so I dried my hair and fell asleep.

Shane P.O.V.

It took me everything in my mind not to kiss ghost when we talked in his car. He looked so sad when he seen me and Ricky. Ricky got upset when we got home because I had went and talked to ghost. Ricky hasn't been here in two days. My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on my door. Katie got up and answered it. She sighed and let Ricky in. "Hey babe." He said. "Hi." I replied "I'm sorry..." He said. "I know." I said. He stood in front of me. Katie had retreated to go meet up with Chris like she planned today. " all guys say their sorry for something...and frankly, I don't give a damn anymore." I said. He scoffed. "And why don't you give a damn anymore?" He asked, anger laced in his voice. "Because I don't!" I said. He got eye level with me. "Maybe you should....I'm your boyfriend after all." He said. "Your not acting like it. Ever since you and ghost fought you've been an asshole." I spat. He looked at me with disbelief. Then I felt a sting on my cheek. Ricky retracted his hand from my face and he sat next to me and cradled me. "I'm so sorry.!" He exclaimed and kissed my head. "It's ok." I said. "I'll make it up to you! Let's go to dinner." He said and pulled me up and out of the house. We got in his car and he drove off immediately. I looked in the mirror to see a little bruise forming. I sighed when I realized I didn't have my make up bag to cover it up. Ricky and me had different skin tones so I can't use his. My cheek also had a red hand print around the bruise. We arrived at a little reaturant and we got out. I cover my cheek nonchalantly. We walked inside and Ricky got us a table. We sat a table away from a familiar girl and a half black and half white-ish haired guy. His body stance was familiar. Then it hit me. That girl was Sarah. But who was the guy? "I'm gonna use the restroom." I told Ricky and got up. I walked past Sarah's table and walked to the bathroom door. I turned around to see the guy. He made eye-contact with me. It was ghost...he had no make up on but his hair was different. I gasped and walked in the bathroom. When did he dye his hair? To be honest, it looked good. I looked at my face. The bruise was bigger. Way bigger. How am I gonna cover this up. Someone walked into the bathroom. I turned to see Sarah. She had a smirk on her face. "You realize that I'm gonna have to take Ricky from you now. Right?" She said. "Why are you doing this?" I asked. She sighed and flipped her hair. "Because you took the one person I had in my life.." She said. "Who was that.?" I asked. She growled. "You took my best friend Katie.! Before you moved here, me and her were inseparable! Now we don't even speak!" She hissed. "So your taking two men from me because of a friend?" I asked. She shrugged and fixed her lipstick. I got angry and pushed her head against the mirror. She groaned. I walked out of the bathroom quickly. I walked past ghost when he stopped me. "What happened to your cheek?" He asked. "What happened to your hair.?" I asked. "I asked first." He replied. "I was messing around with Katie and I hit the wall." I said. "So the wall has a hand?" He asked. Shit, the red print...I went to pull my hand away when he released me because Sarah walked out of the bathroom glaring at me and clutching her head. I walked to Ricky and I's table and sat down. Ricky looked up at me from his phone and smiled then frowned. "Let's eat real quick and then we can go home and watch movies." He said. I smiled and nodded. We ate in silence and I looked to see Sarah getting up and storming out of the restaurant. Ghost stood up and left some money and walked out after. "Ghost looks different." Ricky said. "You knew that was him?" I asked. "I'm in a band with him. I see him all the time...and when your with me...the way he looks at you...he loves you..." He said looking at his food. "That's the way I look at Jessica...." He said. "Who?" I asked. "A friend...I fell in love with her...I haven't done anything with her but I know that I love her.." He said. "So why are you with me?" I asked. "Because I thought I loved you...but I guess I don't..." He said. "Go after him." Ricky said. I looked at him and kissed his cheek the I got up and ran out of the restaurant. Ghost was walking to his car and Sarah was talking to some guy. I ran up towards ghost I think he heard me because he turned around and I jumped in his arms. He caught me and I kissed him long and hard. He kissed back then we pulled away. "What are you doing?" He asked. "I love you." I said. "But Ricky..." He said. "He doesn't love me...he found someone else..." I said. Ghost smirked. "You'll find someone....there's plenty of fish out in the sea.." He said. I smiled. "I only want one thing....that's my ghost..." I said and kissed him again. He chuckled against my lips. "I love you." He said and repeatedly kissed me.