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Shane P.O.V.

"Shane...." He started. My heart stopped. What was he gonna say? "I love you...and I know it's too soon in our relationship to think or even get married...but I don't want to spend my life with anyone else....please? Please...take this promise ring from me. As a promise to you that someday, when we are older...that there will be a wedding ring on your finger from me." He said while holding a small promise ring. I smiled and nodded. His eyes lit up and he slipped the ring on my finger and kissed me from across the table. We ate, talked, laughed, and shared good memories with each other the rest of the night until we went back to the bus and fell asleep.

**four months later**

Ricky P.O.V.

I sat there as Shane and devin watched the movie. I felt so out of place. The night me and Shane laid together....I felt an attraction. But her and ghost are a thing. They love each other. It's evident. "Hey, I'm gonna go home. I have a shit ton of errands to run later." I said. Shane got up and hugged me. Ghost bro hugged me then I left and drove to a coffee shop. I got out and walked inside. I walked up to the counter and ordered a large coffee. I sat at a table in the back and waited for my coffee. They called my name and I got up and got my coffee and started to walk out. My phone started to ring and I was digging in my right pocket for it as I went toward the door. Before I got my phone out someone bumped into me and spilled my HOT coffee all over me. "Holy fuck!" I hissed. "Oh my god, I'm so sorry. I wasn't paying attention and It was an accident." A girl said. She was cute but she wasn't Shane. "It's ok." I said. "Here's my number. I'm in a rush but I'll buy you another coffee sometime." She said. I smiled as she handed me the paper. I walked out and got in my car and drove home, falling asleep as soon as I got into my room and on my bed.

**two weeks later**

Shane P.O.V.

"Hey, Ricky's coming over and he's bringing over a friend." Ghost said. "K" I said. A few moments later there was a knock at the door and Ricky walked in with a short blonde girl. They were close to each other. I felt this weird feeling...like jealousy? I don't know...I'm with ghost! I love him. I looked at ghost and he looked intrigued by her. I felt angry. "Hey, this is Sarah. Sarah, Shane, ghost. Shane, ghost, Sarah." Ricky said and pointed in between us. Sarah was eyeing ghost. "Hey." She said and shook ghosts hand. I went to shake her hand but she was still holding onto ghosts hand. He looked like he didn't mind. "Anyways...I'm ghosts girlfriend and I'm glad to meet you." I said. "Really? You have to tell everyone new that you meet your my girlfriend? I think they know!" Ghost snapped. "Hey, bro. Calm down." Ricky said. "I can't deal with this.!" Ghost shouted and walked out. "I should go...I feel like I did something wrong." Sarah said and left quickly. That was suspicious. "Were you two arguing before we got here?" Ricky asked. "No. I felt that Sarah should know. She was being weird with ghost and he didn't care. Then when I tell her he freaks? Why?" I questioned. "I don't know. Do you want to go find him?" Ricky asked. "No. Give him time to cool off. You can go get your girlfriend and tell her I'm sorry." I said. "Woah! She's not my girlfriend. I friend zoned her...Im into someone else." He defended. "Ok. Well you can hang out here if you want." I said. He smiled and nodded. We sat on the couch watching a movie. We were on our third movie when ghost walked in, drunk, with Sarah attached to his hip. "What the hell?!" I shrieked. "What? I'm having fun!" Ghost spat. I scoffed. "You realize that your with another girl IN FRONT of your GIRLFRIEND?!" I shouted. Sarah didn't move. She stood there glued to his hip. "Well why don't I make this simple! I don't what to be with you anymore! I haven't had any fun since we got together and she showed me how to have fun again.!" Ghost hissed. I was starstruck. Part of me wanted to rip Sarah's head off, but the other part wanted to die. I felt angry so I walked over to Sarah and I shoved her back then I smacked devin(ghost) and he looked angry. "Here. You don't want to be with me? Fine!" I screamed while tears streamed down my face. I took the promise ring he gave me off my finger and threw it at him. He caught it. He looked at me and looked like he was about to speak but he stopped. He helped Sarah up and they left, together. I stood there as my front door stood open. I wiped my eyes as I fell onto my knees and I looked at the ground. I heard the door shut and then I felt a pair of arms lift me up and carry me to my room. I knew it was Ricky because there was no one else there. He laid me on my bed and laid next to me. He wrapped his arms around me and let me cry onto his shirt. I eventually ran out of tears, if that's possible, and sat there with my head on his chest. It was silent before I spoke. "Thank you." I said. "For what?" Ricky asked. "Being here each time ghost fucked up. Or I fucked up." I said blankly. Ricky lifted my chin so I would look at him. "You have never fucked up! Each time I was there was because of something ghost had caused. You two aren't meant for each other...you may love each other but you aren't meant to be together.." Ricky said. His blue eyes looked straight into mine. He was right. Then it hit me. Everytime I was hurt, depressed, or something had happened to me, Ricky was there. Oh god...am I falling for Ricky? I am...but I love ghost still...oh god.!

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