Mary, Will You Marry Me

obsessed

Lisa's pov▪︎▪︎

I didn't see her for the rest of the day.

"Did she leave? Or did she feel bad of me asking those questions" all this stupid questions were running through my head. I kinda knew that what i am thinking is not correct. But still those thoughts were making me worried more and more.

Am i missing her? No!!

I have a girlfriend. She loves me & i like her too, may be. I flirt with girls too often. But it never happened to me -- 'missing someone that much'. I even never missed my girlfriend that much.

Actually she is not my girlfriend. I kissed her at Drake's birthday party. We were both drunk. I was not that serious even. Ever since then the rumour rose up that we are in a relationship. So we started floating the boat.
She is in my school. We were never in the same freiend circle even. I flirted with her once or twice which i do to most of the girls i meet. She is beautiful but i don't like her in that way. Her being around me all the time makes me feel disgusted. She acts pretty fake. I don't know why but i can't feel the connection to her. I am sure she doesn't feel it too.

I was bussy in my own world thinking about my fake relationship.

I didn't know how long a day actually is before that. I spent the whole day laying on the hospital bed. It was so frustrating. The doctor only came once to examine me. I wanted to ask him about Maria badly.

What is this girl doing to me? Okay not a girl but a lady. She would be older than me at least 4 years. I am a high school 18 year old girl. So that means she might be 22 according to my calculation.

I was that much bored- i started talking to myself. "Fuck" i screamed in my mind. I was kinda missing dad too. I have never spent that much time away from him. He is crazy, annoying, makes silly jokes but still i love him. My superman!!

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At the evening an old lady got shifted next to me which i don't know how long it had been empty. She had a fracture on her right leg. She was groaning in pain. Some of her family members were trying to comfort her. They left after the evening break.
I could feel that the woman was so much in pain. Her eyes were closed and she was shraving.
I was not feeling good at all. I strated leaning down on the bed to settle down my mind but it rather reminded me of Maria more.

I fell asleep after the dinner and the high dose of medicines.

In the morning i woke up by the gentle shine of the sun. It was all good. The trees on the other side of the mirror windows looked amazingly beautiful. The Chirping of birds is one of the pleasant songs to listen to in the morning. It always refreshes my mind. But this time it couldn't help me that much. I was being worried about her more and more.

I was coming back to my bed from the washroom and i stopped.

Is that Maria?

My heart skipped seeing her. I haven't seen her just for one day but it felt like an entire week to me. She looked a bit worried. She was trying to find something.

I ran to her. A smile of relief played for a moment on her pretty face.

Was she worried about me?

"Where did you go?"she asked with that beautiful smile on her face.

"That should have been my question" i replied with a smirk.

"By any chance did you miss me?" She asked raising one of her eyebrows.

"Wh..What?M..Me? I thought it was you who missed"

"Actually yes" she chuckled.

This bitch doesn't even know how much i missed her. She was all around me every freakin time.