Mr Bad Boy and I

Chapter 25:The Aftermath

C a l e b
A weight was lifted off my shoulder but I still felt like I made the biggest mistake of my life. I don't know what came over me,all of those feelings I had bottled up for so long just flowed out of nowhere. I hit my desk and punched my wall,so many emotions were running through my body at once. Love,anger and hurt and I didn't know what to do. I thought of the look on my mom's face I ruined her breakfast,she just wanted peace. She didn't look at me because she couldn't bring herself to. Not because it made her angry because she finally saw how much it actually hurt me and how it affected me. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs quickly and I took my school bag.

I opened the door and Carla stood there.

"Excuse Carla,"I said as I tried to walk.

Ian came and covered my way,"No you're not going anyway."

I growled,"Move,now."

"Caleb stop,"Isabella said from behind.

I backed up into my room,this wasn't a battle I was gonna win.I put my stuff down and sat on my bed. Isaac,Sam,Blake,Ian,Carla and Isabella came in.

"What is this about?"I asked them.

"What you just did,you just finally let out what you've been feeling for so long and we came to check if you were okay,"Carla explained.

I sighed,"I'm fine I don't need you guys coming to my rescue."

Isaac tapped me,"Its okay not to be okay Caleb."

"Please just talk to us,"Isabella begged.

I sighed,"Fine,I did what I did and the only regret I have is that everyone at breakfast had to see it."

"I promise you they aren't angry,"Blake assured me.

"You know what I'm actually angry,"I laughed,"and I'm also sad,hurt but unfortunately I still love that horrible man. He doesn't deserve my love,I should speak to him but I don't know what else to say. I've said my peace,"I sniffled stopping tears from coming.

I laughed bitterly,"He has me crying and he doesn't deserve to be the reason I cry."

I sat down on my bed and Isabella sat next to me. She hugged me and I held onto her like my life depended on it. She was my support system,they all were. They helped me  through finally getting  these emotions that I had held in for so long.

"I love you all so much and I don't deserve any of you. I can't count the amount of bullshit I've put you all through but still with that,you've stuck with me all the way,"I cried gratefully,"and Bella,the new comer into my life. You have affected it in so many ways in such a short amount of time. I'm sorry that you had to meet this emotionally damaged person and that you have to deal with me in situations like this,I'm eternally grateful,I don't deserve this."

Isaac smiled,"Everyone deserves a chance at true happiness Caleb."
I smiled back at him and laughed. Isabella blushed and put her head down in embarrassment as Carla laughed at her. In this moment I felt pure joy and happiness,I never wanted it to end.

A few minutes passed of us talking and laughing then we heard a loud knock on the door. Blake walked towards it and looked back hesitantly at me. I gave him a nod which assured him he could open it. Our hearts were beating in sync. I was nervous that it was my father,I wasn't sure what to do when I finally faced him.

Blake opened the door and there was a sense of relief in the room.

"Caleb,are you okay?"Mariam and Madison asked me in sync.
I smiled and took a deep breath, as I walked towards them their body language changed. They suddenly became tense and looked nervous. Hesitantly,Mariam placed her hand on my face and sniffed;her eyes focused on me and nothing else in the room.