Mr Bad Boy and I

Chapter 23:A new perspective

Warning! This chapter deals with sensitive topics!
Songs to listen too while reading this chapter
A thousand years-Christina Perri
Hold on-Chord Overstreet
B e l l a
I decided that I was going to go see Marcos. Hopefully he was still at school because I was on my way there. I arrived at the school and there were boys leaving,I noticed some of them. There were lacrosse players and Marcos did do lacrosse so I hoped he was still there. I walked into the school halls and saw Mariam and Luke.

"Oh I didn't expect to see you. What are you doing here?" Luke asked me.

"Hey,I'm actually here to see Marcos. Do you know where he is?" I asked them.

"He's in the changing room. Take a left at the end of the hall then take another left. That's where the changing room is,"he instructed.

"Thanks,sorry I don't have time to explain why I'm looking for him. Just know that it's important,"I reassured both of them.

I rushed to the locker room and I found him there taking his gym bag.

"What are you doing here?" Marcos asked me curiously.

"I'm here for you,"I told him.

He smiled at me,"I've already seen you today and apologized. I'm leaving it's getting late,feel free to join me."

He started walking away from me. And I chased after him. He was in the hall away and I stopped.

"Marcos I need to talk about her,about Jessica..."I told.

Marcos stopped and turned around,"So Caleb told you?"

"Yeah so did Ian,Sam and Blake,"I told him.

He stared at me intensely from across,"Then why are you asking me about it. You have 3 point of views."

"Yeah but you are the fourth,"I said convincingly.

"Is Caleb okay with this?"he asked me curiously.

"He suggested it,"I told him.

His eyes lit up when he heard that Caleb suggested it. It was obvious he missed him.

"Okay but not here. I assume you drove here so just follow my car,I know the best to tell you at that place,"he tells me.

I followed him until his car stopped,it was at a park with swings and some people were there.

He got out of his car and walked towards me,"Let's go to the swings."

We walked there in silence and I sat on the swings.

"This used to Jess's...our favourite spot to come to,"he said with a smile.

"You two were pretty close right?" I asked him curiously.

He nodded,"Extremely."

I looked at him sympathetically as he looked down.

He sighed,"Well no one has ever really asked me for my story. Bianca is the only person that has."

"I'm all ears," I assured him.

"Well freshman year,I went to a different high school. I got some new friends but I never forgot the boys,we were all still close.I was also close with Bianca and Jessica. I spent a lot of time with her and I caught feelings. I didn't know her and Caleb were a thing but I should have noticed it. I told him that I had feelings for Jess,I was pretty mad about the idea of them together. She ended things with Caleb and it broke him because it felt like she didn't want to fight for them,I felt bad for him but it was time for to shoot my shot. I didn't care about 'bro code.'
We went on a date you could say,we held hands and everything. I was over the moon because she was the girl of my dreams,she didn't feel the same way so we decided it was best to stay friends. It hurt that she didn't feel the same way and to make matters worse Caleb saw it. He confronted me about it and I felt threatened by him like he was the only obstacle between Jessica and I so,I told him that I wasn't going to stop until I won her heart over and he said he already had. When her and Caleb were on the outs I was there for her only for her to catch feelings for Ryan Atler. The minute Caleb heard it he was enraged and was determined to fix his relationship with her,he did and now they were close than they were before. Caleb and I were close but it wasn't the same,we both liked the same girl and it was sort of uncomfortable for me so I distanced myself and held back from him. I did the same will all the boys too. I didn't like Ryan at all,I always knew he had the wrong intentions with her. I wasn't at the party but I heard what happened from Bianca. I went to visit Jessica on the Monday after school. I didn't touch her at first because of what she had just been through. She hugged me and thanked me for being there for her though so I hugged her back. After I spent time with her I confronted Ryan about it,"he told me.