𝘼 𝘽𝙤𝙮'𝙨 𝙂𝙖𝙢𝙚|𝖳𝗎𝖻𝖻𝗈

𝘔𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘪𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯

Tubbo POV

Last night I upset her..and I will make it right..

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"Chat, I want some advice..Wilbur you too. You're old and had girlfriends."
I was a bit hot in my hoodie from nerves. Some sweat dripped from my brow as I watched stream chat.

"You like someone? Who is she?"
Wilbur wondered.
"Tubbo you are too young to-"

"NOT THAT! Wilbur! I just want to know how to make her happy.."

He chuckled, his voice was deep and tired.

"Well did you make her unhappy?"

"Somehow..I was trying to hint to her that I liked her all of yesterday and she never realized. And then she started crying for some reason and yelled at me.."
I swallow hard,
"How do I make amends with her..?"

"Is she..you know..?"

My mind drew a blank,
"Is she what?"

"You know.."

"No. No I don't know. That is why I'm asking."

He chuckled deeply.
"Was she on her period Tubbo?"

I blush a deep crimson.
"I-I don't know.."

The chat was full of laughter as I covered my face, Wilbur's cackling resonated through my headphones.

"Will I'm serious..how do I make a girl happy?"

"Kiss her."

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Kiss her?

That whole night I was thinking about what Wilbur had said.

What if she doesn't like it?

Or me for that matter?

I shut my eyes,
Why would she have started crying the previous night?

I only asked if she would fall for someone overseas..

And described my crush, which was obviously her..

Wait-

Did she think it was some other girl?

No.

There is no way.

The events we went over in the investigation were traces of every place and experience we had together throughout her time in England. We even went back to the fountain..that was my favorite memory..

Why would she cry?

I guess I would have to ask her in the morning..

Despite my working brain, I felt my eyes get heavy and slowly fell into a deep sleep. I didn't remember dreaming of anything except for May's tearful eyes..I felt my body twitch and my heart ache in response.

I made such a sweet girl cry..

And what hurt me most..is that-

I didn't know how..

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"Hey Grammy is May home?"
I walked into May's Grandmother's house.

"Hi dear, May left with Tommy early this morning. I thought they would be with you by now."

Left with Tommy? Where to? Without me?

"Tubbo dear..did you and May get into an argument?"
He pulled my hand to sit on the couch, I shook my head.

"I don't think so..she just started crying last night...she told me to leave her alone. Grammy I don't know what I said or did-"

"Do you like my granddaughter Tubbo?"

I blush, looking down at my hands in my lap, I nod my head.
"I do.."

"Well then stop dancing around it and tell her. Tommy and her went to the beach. May looked very upset and I guess she asked Tommy to take her mind off of what had happened last night."

I nod, standing up and rushing out the door after yelling a quick thanks.

I still didn't know what I did to hurt her-

But I will make this wrong into a right.

I arrived at the beach, and instantly spotted Tommy and May sitting side by side on the sand. They were talking seriously.

I approached them cautiously.

"Guys."

Both their heads spun around, Tommy tumbled away from May's side, his face red.

"God Tubbo you scared the hell outta me!"
He screeched.

May was quiet, looking back at the ocean.

"Tommy..can May and I have a word?"
I smiled sadly at him and he nods, crawling off.

I sat next to May.

"I don't know what made you cry last night..but whatever it was, I am so sorry. I thought maybe I was giving you a good hint as to-"

"You don't take two different girls to the same places Tubbo..it is rude and-"

"Two different girls to the same places? May what are you talking about?"
My heart beat sped up.

"Your crush and I shared the same experiences with you Tubbo! You don't do that!"

"But-"

"You made me think I was special Tubbo! You made me believe you were different then all the other guys!"

"May-"

"You are just playing a game! That stupid boy's game!"

Kiss her-

I pushed my lips to hers, and it was quiet. The waves splashed in front of us, the seagulls calls above our heads.

I pulled back from her lips, staring into her watery eyes,
"You are so silly. I like you May. Not some other girl. How did you even come up with such a thing?"

"Y-You-"
She couldn't get the words out, she just started sobbing,
I rubbed her shoulder, smiling warmly at her as she poured out her heart.
"I just..I like you and-"
She coughed a bit.
"I just thought..that you didn't like me because of your game and ho easily you say stuff that makes me blush and..and-"

"My heart belongs to you May. Don't worry about any of that, did you know that every time I talked to you my heart raced? I was so nervous when I casually flirted with you and a lot of the time you wouldn't get it so I felt like you weren't interested.."

"I'm sorry..I yelled at you."

"It's okay.."

And I wrapped my arms around her as she collected herself..