PTSD

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I had two hours to get ready for my wedding, I give Rosalyn and Josie a mother and daughter necklace with a track in it just in case is something was to happen.I said nothing is going to go wrong , as me Rosalyn and Josie get the bar opening I heard a smoke Grenada come though my bar windows. I said Rosalyn take your sister and run , making it hard to see in the smoke. And there he was Declan my taking my girls away while he said sorry sister, dad is making me do this. * dropped a note of where he was going to be at * it's our old house we lived in as kids.

Call * Emily prentiss (mom) hello Renee* hey mom are you alone in the car, no I'm with JJ we're on our way back to the bar, why Renee what's up. Renee is everything okay at the bar . No mom, he took the girls. Renee who took the girls, Ian took them he sent Declan to my bar to get the girls away from me. I'm changing now to get them back i know where he's going, he's going to our childhood home here in dc . JJ I know you can here me, and I'm getting our girls back if I get hurt again I love you. Good bye mom and JJ I love you see you soon . Called ended*.

I put on a tank top and my good pants on with some boots on so I can hide my pocket knife in . IAN I know your here come out and talk you did not need to bring my girls into this and really on my wedding day dad that's not cool . Girls are you her , hey sis there in the living room with me, hey brother I missed you. Declan had said really sis how come you never came back for me , I did when I turned eighteen I came back to look for you but you where in Roma and you look so happy and I was afraid you wouldn't remember me , when mom and I left I was around 10 and you where 5 , I would never leave you you were my best friend my brother I love you your family.

Hello daughter of mine , hi dad , I thought you died I did but I'm fearless and I'm brave nothing you do can bring me down. Does Rosalyn know who her real father is, dad you wouldn't, this is between me and you not Rosalyn or Josie or Declan. Mama what does he mean about my real father, Rosalyn when we make it out alive I will tell you but listen to me , mom and grandma should be here soon okay what ever happened to me look away don't look at me , Declan keep your sister safe and my girls promise me . Sis if you have to kill dad do it no matter what, are you sure, yes sis I'm sure.

Ian knocked me out on my head, pushed Declan and Betting him up I woke to him touching the girls, and how he wanted to brand them I got up pushing him away Rosalyn check on you brother, Ian was slipping and kicking me in my stomach I kicked his stomach punch his face, I looked at Declan, he shook his head and said do it . I told my dad how much he made my life sucks but how much I loved him before sticking the knife him and he gets me back with the knife he dad I fall over and the girls and Declan ran to me , putting my head on his waste , girls I need you to find something to cover my hole or I'm going to be bleeding out and Rosalyn in my boot is a phone call for help before I get to cold and start to close my eyes. Declan ripped my shirt and use it to stop the blood, I miss you Declan don't ever leave me alone again.

On the phone with JJ and the team:
Rosalyn: MOM!!!
JJ : Rosalyn is that you
Rosalyn: yes but you need to get here mama got stabbed in the same spot as her Gus shoot was and she feeing a bit cold mom
JJ : Rosalyn where are you guys
Declan : we're at 128 spooky village
Emily: Declan is that you
Declan : yes it's me Emily I missed you
Emily: I miss you too
JJ : okay guys were on our be there soon keep mama talking if you can

Declan said Listen to me, I know why you did all this, I know what you did for Your girls and I am proud of you because you are my friend"And my sister I love you please stay alive don't die on me I need my sister in my life.

Today is my wedding day and I found out I was 5 weeks pregnant and with everything that's happened today I just hope the baby make is it will be a nice wedding gift,I slowly closed my eyes whispering to the girls and my brother I love you and save the baby. I was already out cold and JJ came to carrying me out Declan come she might want to see you when she wakes up. (In my mind I felt my brother get a Bonner, did I just turned my brother on).

Dr greenaway came in and said I have good news and bad news, good news is we stopped the bleeding and she should be awake soon . JJ asked about the bad news, she was 5 weeks pregnant but lost the baby. * Declan and Rosalyn and Josie said so that what she meant, JJ asked what do you me Rosalyn, before she went cold she said she loved us and to save the baby.

I went home within 24 hours after surgery I was upset about losing the baby I had so I in sweatpants and a hoodie, everyone wand downstairs in the bar talking, and Declan walked in the door asking to see me . Emily said sure go and see your sister. Declan came into my room, hey Renee I got you something what is it Declan, it's a Ben and Jerry's ice cream your favorite. Thanks brother you can stay if you want, Renee or we Can go downstairs to the bar and be with everyone who loves you. Okay let's go ooh and Declan stay and work with me in the bar please I just got you back. Of course Renee I help with the bar * hey Declan I know you got turned on by me I felt your Bonner * uum that's because when I cut your top off I kinda touched your boobs and I got turned on .

Here she comes our favorite girl thanks guy , now who's ready to party. I at least had drink two bottles of tequila I woke up with headache I was waking up and I realized I woke to my head laying on JJ chest and to my mom licking my pussy I was surprised because we did it again, we fucked . Declan yelled from my door Hey Renee have seen mom , yes Declan she's taking a shower in our bathroom, I let her know your looking for her .

Declan stayed at the bar while me and JJ and em head into work. I head was hurting I close my eyes for one second just to breath and and there I was back in the hospital after a alcohol poisoning and food poisoning the same day and being kidnapped and rapped by my dad and shot and stabbed it happened so fast and I'm scared of having again Hotchner what should I'd do , Take today off and go see the bau psychologist/ therapist next to Garcia and you can stay with here . Thanks Hotchner, anything for my girl . Thanks dad .

Renee POV/ vowel : this is how my love story happened and how I started the bar , when I was about 7 and me and my mom Emily moved down to Washington DC  she was assigned to a case in Paris but couldn't take me so I start with Hotchner until I was 18 I finish with high school, and me and JJ visited my mom in Paris for my 18th birthday. During the time I was in Paris I picked up some few bartender skills and well when I went back to dc with JJ I told her the idea of opening my own bar and that when JJ and Hotchner helped me get started and now Lauren is the # 1 cops and fbi bar in Washington. It was opening night at the bar I was taking a shower and JJ walked in said Renee I need to tell about what happened in Paris between your Emily and me , I know what happened you and Emily were having sex , h-how you know because I saw you and i got turned on by that. I got out of the shower full wet and dripping of water umm JJ can I have my towel, thanks like what you see . And a few years later here we are together as one my loving wife, I love you Jennifer Jareau .

JJ POV/  vowel  : I remember if it was yesterday I went to this bar named Lauren and the owner is Renee at that time she was one of the hotties bartender in there well the only bartender who works there and well I was in love with Emily and then that night we drink and drink and we all slept with each other at That time Emily aka Lauren was Renee mom I just didn't know it at the time but in the end Renee became my one and only love , I love you Renee Reynolds

*you may now kiss you wife *

*bang bang bang* three shoot where fired!

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