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"I'm going home today, there's no way I'm not." I say sitting in the untucked lounge next to Kameron.
"It could be me, cause it's most likely us lip syncing." Kameron says but I shake my head.
"No you don't get it you have a story line, your quiet but that's just because you don't want to talk.. the producers can work with that. I'm quiet because I'm not gonna say shit about people just for a better rating on a tv show, they don't like me because of that, so I'm going home." I explain and she looks at me for a second weirdly till I get pulled in for a hug.
"Your kinda bad ass in a super nice innocent way, you know that?" He laughs and I start to laugh and then my laughing turns to choked up crying.
"I worked so hard to get here and for it all to be thrown away because I'm not gonna bad mouth some people I just met is just so stupid."
"Don't say that, don't give up, just lip sync the house down. And take me down." He says with a smile.
"Your a better lip syncer then me."
"I-" he starts to say when we get told to head to main stage.
And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now
"(Your drag name) I'm sorry my dear you are up for elimination."
"That means kameron micheals you are also up for elimination."
And so we lip synced. The song was iris by the goo goo dolls and I would say it couldn't have been more fitting for this situation. I went more theatrical with my lip sync because I knew I was gonna cry. And I did, I cried and cried till the song was over. But I knew what was gonna happen either way.
And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life And sooner or later, it's over I just don't wanna miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
I wasn't crying anymore, there were no more tears for me to cry. I just had to sit there and except my fate.
"Kameron micheals, Shante you stay." Ru says and Kamerons head turns straight to look at me. I give him a sad smile and he walks to the back of the stage.
"(Y/d/n) you're an amazing performer and a fierce ass queen but this is just not your time. Now Sashay away." Ru says and I say my thank yous and walk to the back of the stage.
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah, you bleed just to know, you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
Kameron stops me at he end of the stage for a hug. And I take the hug because because that's all the comfort I'm gonna get till I'm back home.
"I'm so sorry."
"Don't be sorry, you work the stage, I can't compete with that." I smile at him.
Next thing I know he has leaned in and placed a sweet simple kiss on my lips. I hear a few people gasp and he walks back to the side of the stage and I turn towards the judges.
"Don't let the bigger man tell you what to do, oh and I'm one of the only people in this room without a penis yet my balls are still bigger then most of yours." I say with a sweet smile causing them all to laugh and yell things to me as I study off the stage and down the steps.
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
I walk into the workroom to pack my stuff and I find a few notes for me. The first few are from people like Monét, cracker, aquaria and Asia, just leaving me there numbers and telling me that they will miss me.
Then I grab the last one which is from kameron.
'Hey (y/n), I know how much you wanted this. I know that you are probably gonna beat yourself up for a while and I just have to tell you you shouldn't. Your an amazing queen and an amazing performer. They odds where staked up against you and that's not your fault. I left you my number so that when this is all over I can finally take you out on a real date instead of just sneaking into each others hotel rooms to talk and each each others snacks. I'm gonna miss you.
Love, Dane'
And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
I sit down and grab a price of paper and a pen and write my note back.
'Hey Dane, that sounds amazing, and thank you, I'll try to not beat myself up to much. I'm gonna keep this short and sweet I just want you to know I'm gonna miss you and the moment you get out of this place call me. I'm gonna take you up on that date.
Love, (Y/n)'
I leave my number at the bottom of the page and I grab my stuff and leave the workroom.
