hiding my true feelings / a buddie fanfic

safe in my arms

Carlos pov 

I meet the rescue team at where buck was found. I race over and see buck in a blanket shaking on the floor

" are you injured" I say rubbing his back

" no im ok but ive lost my radio the others dont know im ok" he says panicked I help him up and take him over to my car

" come on Ill drive you to base" I say jumping in the car I drive as fast as i can to base when I get there I run into base and buck walks as he dose not have the energy to run. when I get to tk hes stood around a broken Eddie with hen cap Mateo and Judd all consoling him. tk turns into my arms with a few tears rolling down his face

" hey" I say lifting his head of my shoulder

" look" I say pointing to the door as a ash covered buck stumbles in. Eddie stood up and ran towards buck smashing into him there lips locking

" I thought you was gone" Eddie chokes once they seperated

" im ok" buck says crying

" I love you" Eddie crys

" I love you" buck replies before they walk back over to us. tk walks towards buck and takes him into his arms 

"im glad your ok bud" he says. after buck spoke to everyone about what happened we decided to let him get some rest.

eddies pov 

I lay on bucks bed with buck cuddled into me as I played with his hair

" I can't sleep" he grumbled 

"why" I say curling my fingers in a strand of his hair

" I gave up I let you down I was scared and week" he says 

"buck baby , I dont care if you gave up your not scared or week you was put in a bad situation" I said

" can you stay with me" he says looking up at me with his gorgeous eyes

" always" I smile he cuddles more into me and i hear him begin to cry

" hey its ok" I say rubbing his back I move myself to lay fully down and buck puts his head under my chin 

"into its been a rough day but im here now" I say stroking his back

"im scared" he says 

"why" I said hugging him tighter 

"im scared of everything I dont know why" he says I feel the tears landing on my t-shirt 

"you will always be safe in my arms I won't let anyone or anything hurt you" I whisper in his ear

"baby you light up my world like no body else" I sing while playing with his hair

" my feel good album" he said letting out a mini chuckle 

"come on lets get some sleep" I say pulling a blanket over us