And now here I am. I wrote those years ago.
It has been a while since I thought about you.
This is a good thing, even if my heart still shivers at the thought of us not being together.
I wrote these words down to cope with all the loss.
I claimed this was not about me, but I realized it is.
All the listening to my surroundings had me thinking.
On occasions I still see you, all of you. I think about you.
You look at me and I feel pain, betrayal and hurt.
You probably do not even know what you did to me.
That is ok though. I promise. You all taught me how I love myself today.
And maybe you will read this. You will not know that I wrote about you but just the thought of you reading this gives me hope.
My love, who never hurt me that I refused so much because I was selfish and lost, back then we were only children but trust me-
You are better off without me. Be happy with someone who adores you. You deserve it.
Thank you for giving me faith. Through you I learnt that people could love me, you made me realize that I am only 18 now. I still have time as do you. I owe you a lot of my current happiness.
YOU ARE READING
bad daydream
PoetryI would not refer to this as poetry rather some unconnected thoughts I had. Sometimes I still do so I actually work on some poems right now but first I share some random thoughts. I had them when my life felt like a nightmare but I don't like that t...
