My PERSONAL TRAINER

Chapter 15: The Night Mew and I.

I was nervous, Mew was about to arrive and I knew that my answer could affect us, but it was necessary. I heard the doorbell and when I was about to open my hands were shaking, I took a deep breath trying to calm myself.

"Hello," Mew said.

- Hello.

- I can enter?

- Sorry - I move for him to pass.

- Don't worry - he approached and closed the door - Gulf, don't be nervous.

-Mew - I threw myself into his arms.

- My beautiful - Mew put the food on the floor and took me in his arms - let's sit on the sofa.

-Yes - I sat down and he went to get the food -what are you doing?

- Well you told me you were hungry - I could only smile.

- Thank you.

- All for you.

-Mew - his name left my lips with a sigh, I knew very well that he loved me and I also felt things for him, but ...

- Beautiful - I saw him near me, taking me out of my thoughts - eat and then we dedicate ourselves to thinking.

- Okay.

We ate the food that he served on the plates, even though he was hungry it wasn't much I could swallow, there was a knot in my stomach.

- Gulf - the boy next to me removed the plates leaving them on the coffee table - do you want to talk?

-Yes - I took my hands and when I saw his face my tears began to fall.

-Come honey - he took me and i straddled his legs - cry all you can.

-Mew - my tears flowed like a river - Mew... I know what he did... I...

- Calm love - stroked my head - just cry and take everything out

-I know ... not ... he was a good person - I tightened his body - but he accompanied me ... for years ...

- I know.

-No Mew - I separated from him - you don't know ... she was bad very bad ... she did many things behind my back that I did not realize ... for years I thought ...

- Love, if you want, cry all you have to and then we'll talk.

- No - I wanted to get this out of me - I want to.

- Ok - Mew got up and sat me on the couch.

- But - I looked at him confused.

-Shhh - he approached and gave me a little kiss - I'll just go get some sugar water.

-Well - when he came back I took it all and tried to calm me down.

- Yes now.

- Mew she was my everything or so I thought - I took her hand - she made sure that I thought that she was my everything, she took a lot of people away from me so that I only had her in my life, even the boy with whom you I saw was her product.

- I know - he got nervous suddenly.

- What's going on?

- I know you talked to the murderer - he hugged me - I just wanted you to discover who she was and that I did not cheat on you, that it had only been her trap - he was desperate traying to explain - I did not know that he would kill her.

- Mew I know - I took him by the face so that he could see my eyes - I know it was not your fault.

- I thought you would blame me - God his eyes have tears.

-Mew - I kissed him with my heart - I would never blame you for something like that, if someone is to blame it is herself, because at any moment one of the people would react against her.

- Honey - she bit her lower lip - I want you to know something - I look directly in the eyes and take one of my hands - I know you will think it's soon, but ...

- Mew? - I prompted him to continue.

- I am in love with you - my air was cut off - it may be very sudden, but it is what I feel and I do not want to get away from you.

- Mew I ...

-Listen - he take my face and brought his forehead with mine - I know that now you may not feel the same as me and you are also very confused, you are also very hurt and trying to heal your heart...

- Mew, stop - I know that if I do not cut it now it will continue and will make me rethink my decision.

- No Gulf - I hug - give me the opportunity to heal you, to be there for you. I want that if you need a hug you can have it in me and if you want to cry give you my shoulder instantly.

- But Mew I can't give you all of me now.

- I know - I kiss - but I'm satisfied with this.

- I don't know if it works.

- I know it will, because I will do everything in my power to make it work.

- Mew - I won the lottery with this man - thank you.

- No - I take princess style - thanks to you.

- where are we going?

- To the bed.

- Mew I don't ...

- Shhh - he took me to the bedroom and put me to bed - we're just going to sleep.

- really?

- I haven't slept well for days.

- I'm sorry.

- Just hug me and sleep a lot.

- Mew - I remembered something - we have to talk to Poom's killer.

- why?

- I don't want him to say anything about her.

-I don't understand, if she was bad because she shouldn't say what she really was she.

-I just don't want her family to suffer, they are very good people.

-You are a very good person - I cling to his chest - and you are very good too.

- You are a very good person - I attach his chest - and you are very good too.

- Idiot - i hug him - let's go to sleep.

Tomorrow I would worry about what I would say to my family and Poom's killer, today it was just Mew and me, today I just wanted to sleep next to the boy who made me discover who I am, tonight I just want to rest after many days of being sleeping badly, tonight I just want to feel protected and I know that Mew's arms will.