When I'm With You ~ A Youtuber Fanfiction | ✓

Part 21:

Lilie POV:

"Sugar!" I said as Zoe sat on the floor next to me "What am I going to do?"

"Don't worry we'll figure it out! First we have to tell Logan and get a doctor appointment" she said calmly.

I looked at her as if she was planning to blow up the world which would of been easier than telling Logan.

"No I can't!" I shouted "Don't make me please!!" I felt my palms go clammy and my breathing was started to become abnormal.

"Calm down, it'll be okay." She said hugging me "I won't make you"

I calmed down 10 minutes later. I stood up, "What am I going to do?" I asked walking out the door "How can I afford a child?"

I slumped down onto the sofa and put my face into a pillow and cried.

5 minutes later Zoe comes out of her room and sat next to me "You have a appointment in 2 days at 11am"

I nodded rubbing my red eyes. "Thanks Zoe" I said hugging her "Your the best"

We sat down and watched How I Met Your Mother until we heard the door bell.

We looked at each other in confusion. "I'll get it" I said getting of the soft cream sofa and going to the door.

I opened the door and I almost slammed it straight away. "You can't be here!" I shouted.

It was Logan.

"I'm sorry for leaving suddenly" he said looking at the ground "I thought it would be better but the people I lived with are bums!"

I looked at him, he looked thinner thank usual. "I moved back here with Alfie, Can I come in?"

I nodded. WHY?! Why the hell did I nod. He walked past me and I shut the door behind him.

I heard Zoe gasp when Logan entered the room. She looked at me and I shrugged.

"Logan, how? What?" Zoe said obviously confused. "He's moved back" I whispered from the doorway.

I leaned against the door frame looking at the floor. "Have you...-"
"No!!" I interrupted her.

She jumped back a bit as I shouted so did Logan. "What? Have you what? Lili"

I looked from Zoe to the confusion on Logan's face then to the floor. "Nothing" I said turning away slightly.

"You can leave now!" I said going up the stairs "Lili!" He shouted following me closely accompanied by Zoe.

"What's going on?" He asked "I came here to apologise and to ask if I could stay a few nights?"

I completely forgot Alfie has gone away for a few nights so before 'the night incident' I promised Logan he could stay.

"I forgot, okay fine" I sighed carrying on walking up the stairs but to my surprise Logan followed me.

"Where?" He asked. I looked at him "There is no where except Lili's room or the sofa" Zoe said before I realised.

I glared at her but she just shrugged. "Wait you can sleep on the sofa because Joe will be here any minute and he'll be on the sofa"

This made me growl at Zoe. Logan looked at me and raised his eyebrow. "I'm going to bed." I said.

As I entered my room so did Logan and he closed the door behind me. "Lili" he said coming so close to me I could feel him breath in the darkness.