I'll Follow You Anywhere

Second hand embarrassment

I sat on the hood of the car and pulled him close between my legs.

'I don't like you talking to cheerleaders.' I said and pulled him into the most passionate kiss I could muster, it must have worked because he pushed himself hard against me and kissed me harder.

'I'm sorry, I'll try not to talk to them as much in front of you.' I pushed him back and he looked worried. 'I can't just stop talking to them all together babe-' I turned him so he was sitting against the hood of the car.

'I know that, I thought I was okay with playing it cool and all but I'm not.' I said reaching for the button to his jeans.

'I can't tell any-'

'I don't want you to, I don't want to come out to everyone either but-' I said going down to my knees and looking up at him as I unzipped his pants.

'B-but-but what?' I didn't answer as I pulled him out of his boxers and sealed my mouth around him. He moaned as I licked and sucked at him. I could feel him pulsing in my mouth and suddenly my throat was filling with hot liquid. Eric's hands gripping my hair and shoulder. I swallowed and looked up at him, tears welled in my eyes at the salty sting that was in the back of my throat. 'Ah-ah!' He pulled me up and put himself away quickly, wiping the sides of my mouth. 'What are you doing! Don't swallow that!' I ran my hands up under his shirt onto his chiseled stomach.

'You and me are a proper thing right?' I asked and he looked at me with a desperate look.

'Yes, babe, we're a thing. You really can't play it cool can you?' He asked still a little worried.

'I'm needy. But you promise, right, you're not going to leave me for some cheerleader?' I've never felt like this, I feel like he could slip through my fingers like water, I don't know if I can hold onto him. He's the one good thing to happen to me in a while, I need to hold him like clay, not water.

'What? No, I promise.' He looked so worried.

He picked me up and placed me on the hood of his car, my legs around his waist, he kissed me hard. He moved to my neck as his hands travelled under my shirt.

'Babe, do you think we're going too fast?' I moaned as he sucked on my neck.

'I don't know, I've never done this before, never felt like this before.' He said, hands still roaming.

'Me either, but you don't want to take it slow?' I sat up and unbuttoned his shirt.

'I like where we're at now, I have things I want to tell you about but not yet and I'm not sure if I'm ready to fuck but I'm happy to do these kids of things.' I said, my eyes searching over his tanned muscles.

'Okay, as long as you're okay with where we're at, and I'm happy you want to tell me things. Whenever you're ready you tell me.' I nodded and opened his shirt a little, sucking on his collarbone hard, he moaned out and shivered as I pulled away. 'We should probably head off babe.' He said resting his head on my shoulder. I ran my fingers through his hair. I hated having to be with other people, this relationship probably isn't the healthiest right now but I don't want to give him up, not for anything.

'I want to spend more time with you.' I whispered as I rubbed his neck a little more, my hands resting on his chest, thumb running over the mark I had left on his collarbone.

'That's why I want you to join the football team, then we can spend more time together.' He said rubbing his hands against my thighs, the knees of my pants covered in dirt.

'I don't really like playing football.' I said as he looked at me with a bit of a shocked look.

'I'm more of a track and field guy.' I laughed as he shook his head and pulled away.