Chapter 3

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Alex's pov

-6 am-

I woke up early this morning. When I opened my eyes I saw Luke sleeping next to me. I tried to go out of the couch as quiet as possible, but of course, I screwed up and when I turned around I saw Luke with one eye open. With a sleepy voice, he asked me where I was going. I told him, that I was going for a walk and that he shouldn't worry, because I would be back soon. He fell asleep the moment I turned around to check on him one last time. I went over to the beach and I just walked and walked. I saw a lot of cute couples at the beach. One of them was just too cute. They layed down on a towel and the boy was stroking the cheek of the girl and she had the biggest smile in the whole world and then they kissed. I haven't had a relationship for like 2 years or something. I didn't need one, I had the boys and then we spend all the time writing songs and practicing. Yeah, spending time with the dudes is the best, especially the last night with Luke. I really enjoy these nights with him. Every evening is so nice when we just cuddle and watch movies. When I am with him everything is different, than when I am with Reggie or Bobby. I don't know why I feel this way, but he is so important to me and I really hope that he can talk to his parents one day and everything will be alright. I hope that when we are with him he feels nicer, because having a fight with his parents isn't that easy to handle, especially when they don't appreciate you. I could never imagine how hard it must be for him, if I had a fight that hard with my parents then I wouldn't be able to play that cool in front of everybody. I wouldn't even know If I could stand that. My parents are always there for me, they would never do something like that to me. They always support me and moreover the fact that I spend so much time with the boys and music. It is always fun with them, even if Reggie is not the smartest, it's nice every time when we do something together. When did he recognize that Luke just was playing cool in front of us? I mean He played it very well, always concentrated on the music, and never talked with all of us, about how he felt. Was it because of Bobby? I mean we all are a band, but Luke never had the strongest connection to Bobby. Yeah, he is a part of our family, but he never asked about how we felt. Regg, Luke, and I always talk about how we feel. Because of that, I knew that Luke was in very much pain because he didn't tell Reggie about it at first. I am not sure when he found out, that he wasn't alright. But yesterday we talked about it and now he is involved. Does Bobby even notice that Luke is in so much pain? Or is he just thinking about it and not saying anything, cause he just doesn't care? 

 When I got back to the garage, Luke wasn't asleep anymore. He sat on a chair and he was writing something in his notebook, where he always wrote his songs in. I saw him from the window, and he was in so much pain and then he started crying. I instantly ran in there and hugged him so hard, I didn't even know what was wrong. He was a little surprised that I came there, but then he hugged me back and the tears just ran out of his eyes. I went with my hand through his hair and cuddled him so much more. "Hey Luke, what's wrong?" I put my head on his. "I just thought about my mother and how upset she has to be, but I can't go back there it is too hard. I thought I should write her something, like a letter or so, and then I had an idea for a song. I just discovered a name for it, but I think I can say what I feel best when I sing." "Hey, I think this is a great idea and when you have finished it, and you feel right to talk or sing to her, you can play it to your mom and I think then she will forgive you and if she wouldn't then she isn't a good mother, because she doesn't understand how special you are. I just want to say that I and Reggie are always there for you." "Thanks, dude. You have no idea how much this means to me." After a while, Reggie came too and Luke told him what happened and he put forward, that we could imagine a melody for the song. So we practiced a little bit, but then Bobby came and then we stopped. Today we just wanted to hang out like four normal dudes. We played a little dart, a 501 round. Luke is so bad at dart that it is so funny to watch him, trying to get like 30 points. I think Reggie is the best of us, sometimes I win too, but he counts triple 20 so much. Anyways, after that, we watched the original Star Wars trilogy. In my opinion, they are really good movies, but Reggie loves these movies like he could watch them every day, especially because of Obi-Wan Kenobi, he just loves him. When the movies were over It was almost midnight and then Bobby and Reggie left. I stayed a little longer, but my parents said, that I should sleep tonight at home. So I said goodbye to Luke, hugged him, and left too. I felt bad because I left him alone, but my parents were right I need to be home at least one night a week.



Hey, this is Chapter 3  I hope you guys like it. What do you think? Is bobby that blind or does he just don't care?

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