Secret Lovers *not finishing*

Chapter 7, Waking Up

2 Days Later.

"Your turn Louis." "Wait what." I turn to Liam. "Roll, it's your turn." He smiles and hands me the dice. "Oh right sorry." I mutter and shake the dice in my hand and toss them on the table. "It's cool." I smile and continue thinking about Harry. It's been almost two weeks, maybe three; I don't know, i don't keep track anymore. But all I know is Harry was still not awake, still emotionless on the hospital bed. I sigh and look out the window seeing a the cars driving by and sun beginning to set, meaning the boys would be leaving soon and I get my special time with Harry; Like every other night. "Well-yawn- I think were going to  head out." Zayn says and stretches up out of his chair. "Oh okay." I say quietly and stand up to hug them goodbye.

"You okay with being alone for tonight, you seemed out of it all day." Niall whispers into my ear as we hug. The last couple of nights Niall has been bothering for him to stay with me, afraid of me being alone but I wasn't alone I had Harry, asleep or not. The only reason he wanted to stay was to watch after me, making sure I ate, drank and got my sleep trying to get me healthy again. I chuckle "Yes Ni, I'm okay, I promise." I smile and he just looks at me questioning if I'm lying or not. He smiles back his braces reflecting of the walls from the little sun peaking through the curtain. He gives me one last hug and goodbye and yells after Liam to wait up. 'LIAAAAAAM WAIT FOR ME YOU CUNT! I MEAN NOT CUNT I MEAN SWEET HEART!" He yells through the hallways.

I begin to laugh and I tiptoe over to my chair. I look at Harry's blank expression. "Oh Haz, even asleep your still breathtakingly beautiful." I think aloud. I smile and gently put my arms around him and then lean back into my chair. His hair was longer now, not by much, but enough to make my heart flutter at the sight. "I just love your curls, ya know that." I whisper to myself. I grab his hand like I do every night and entwine my fingers with his, hoping that his will latch back into mine. I sigh and kiss his cheek and close my eyes.

Next Morning

I wake up to the sound of his heart monitor, slowly beeping at regular pace. I look around and see only me and Harry are in here. Weird, usually the boys or at least Anne and Gemma were here by now. I shrug and I go to stretch but something stops me from moving my hand. I look down and gasp as I see Harry's fingers tangled with mine. "Oh My God." Is all I manage to choke out. I look at Harry but he doesn't budge. "Harry, Haz, Hazza." I whisper a little to loudly. I then see his cheeky grin spread across his face, his gorgeous dimples poking out along with it. "YOUR AWAKE!" I scream and he lets out a chuckle. I then see his eyes flutter open, his green, emerald eyes staring back into mine, the moment I've been waiting for.

His eyes are more precious then I remember them. He smiles and I can see him staring into my eyes, trying to figure out my expression. I feel like we've been getting lost in each others eyes for an eternity but then he laughs. His laugh echoes through my ears, the sweet sound that I loved.  "Hi." he says and smiles. I gape, his voice was so lovely. I let his slow, raspy, British accent sink in; I missed that so much. "H-Hi." I stutter and cough mesmerized by him. He chuckles again, damn it was so hot. "So how have you been? What did I miss?" he asks. I ignore both questions and answer "Your awake, you've been asleep for almost 3 weeks." I feel my eyes begin to water. His face turns from smiling to shock "Really? Wow... When did you get here? How long have you been here?" his voice full of curiosity. I look down and mumble "Since you've been here, I never leave." I don't look up, quiet embarrassed. "Really? Never?" I can hear the cheeriness in his voice. I look up and see his smile spread from ear to ear, his dimple even deeper than before. I giggle "Never." I say slowly and scoot my chair closer. I look down and see our fingers still intertwined with each other, I blush at the sight and glance back up. "Thank you Lou." Chills run down my spine as he says my nickname.

"Sh-Should I get a doctor or a nurse?" I ask him hesitating to get up. "No, no not yet. I want to spend a little time with you before I get surrounded by a bunch of people." We laugh but inside I can feel my heart popping out of my chest. He wanted to spend alone time with me, but I doubt he had the same feelings as I did for him. "Come sit with me." He whines. I gulp and go to get up but he wraps his arms around my torso and pulls me into his side. I was half on him and half on the bed, our feet becoming tangled together. "Harry, isn't this hurting you?" I ask concerned and roll off of him. "No." He mumbles and buries his head into my neck, his warm breath sending shivers throughout me. I can feel my dick begin to harden, shit I think. He sighs deeper and then brings me so I'm laying on top of him. A little moan escapes my lips as I feel his dick against mine. He whines and look down to see him wince in pain, so I begin to move again. "No." He breathes, "Don't move please." he begs out, I sigh and just cuddle into his chest. I feel his fingers begin to trace my back, running up and down along it.

I inhale, finally at ease again and no more pain endured my chest. Because he was finally awake now, finally I could see his beautiful features like his eyes, his smile, his deep dimple. But something flickers across my mind. I loved this boy and I had no clue how he felt back. If I said anything to him and he didn't feel the same I could ruin everything, I shutter at the thought. "I missed you." I whisper out. He exhales and brings my body closer to his, wrapping his arms around me securely. I shiver at his cold embrace but relief washes through me at his sudden touch.

"You don't know how hard-gulp- it was to-to not being able to respond to your cries." He says and begins to tear up. Wait he could hear me? "You could hear me?" I ask panic in my voice. "No, only at some moments I could and most of the moments you were crying or shouting my name." He whispers and I feel his tears drip onto my arm. I sigh in relief but stare blankly at the wall. He sniffles "What are you thinking." I glimpse back down and wipe his tears away and murmur into his ear. "Just happy your finally awake." I hear my voice and it sounded sort of hoarse and I notice the tears running down my face. "Don't cry Louis, don't cry. I'm alright everything is fine now, I got you. I'm here, I'm here." Harry whispers and wipes my tears away and kisses my cheek. I feel my cheeks beginning to blush and the erection in my pants getting harder. I sniffle and shift off of him and just lets his arms drape around mine. "Love you Louis," He says quietly. I smile "love you to."