Secret Lovers *not finishing*

Chapter 8, Wondering

Few Hours Later

I wake up still in Harry's arms. I slowly flicker my eyes open and to see his doctor, a nurse, Gemma, Anne and the boys all staring at us and giggling. "I, er" I begin to say and fall off the bed. They all laugh and I hear Harry's deep chuckles. "It's alright, it was cute. We've known you've missed him, so we let you two be." Zayn says and stifles out another laugh. I blush madly and shake my head and jump up. I yawn and stretch out my arms "How long were we out." "You mean, you were out I'd say about 2 hours." Niall  snickers. I peek over my shoulder and see the nurse and doctor working on Harry and testing his blood. "Harry's been awake since we arrived, but you were knocked out in his arms." Gemma giggles. "Oh." "We've been talking to him the whole time since you were asleep, your so cute holding his hand and cuddling up with him." Liam says and the boys laughs echoes the room.

"You even said his name in your sleep!" Niall shouts out and I can feel the embarrassment wash over me. I turn and notice Harry blushing a deep red as well. "Hey Louis, may I speak with you for a second?" I hear Anne ask. "Umm, okay." I walk over to her and she drags me out to the hallway and pulls me aside. I can feel my palms start to sweat and I know I'm becoming quite nervous. "Watcha ya need Anne?" I ask. She huffs "Louis? Do you love my son?" She asks in all seriousness. I gape at her, my mouth forming a little O and I just freeze. "W-what do you mean?" I stutter out. I scrunch my nose and look down, not wanting to talk to her face to face. She tilts my head up with her finger so I'm looking straight at her. "Love, it isn't a bad thing, I'm just curious because they way you act around him, he acts around you it just seems that way." She flashes a smile and I feel my body relax. I just stare at her still dumbfounded at her remark.

"Louis, do you?" I begin to look around and my body tenses up again. "I-I don't know, were just best mates and are there for each other and stuff like that." I blurt out, clearly lying. "Babe, I know your lying because you won't look me in the eyes, look at me straight in the eyes and tell me you don't love him, then I'll believe you, because right now I know your lying to me." She says and giggles. I let out a shaky breath and look up to meet her eyes. "Well, love is such a strong word Anne, I would say more of attracted to." I laugh at my answer. She shakes her head and a smirk forms on her lips. "Oh Louis, such the wordy liar you are." We both laugh and she brings me into a hug. "Just wanted to know Lou, it isn't a bad thing either and might I add he whispers your name in his sleep to." I freeze and I feel my cheeks redden and smile getting bigger. "He does?" "Mhmm." She says. I stand there starting think of how Harry says my name in his slow, sleeping voice.

My thoughts interrupted by Gemma's soft voice "Mom we should get going now." She looks down at me and whispers "Take care of my so." She gives me a squeeze and walks back to say bye to Harry. I follow behind her and say bye to them. "Guess we'll head out to." Liam says and I see him walk over to the sleeping Niall. "Bye guys." I whisper. I notice Liam pick up and Niall and gently kiss his cheek hoping no one noticed. He smirks and walks out with Niall wrapped up in his arms and following behind was Zayn. "Hm, Niam?" I giggle to myself. As I walk over to Harry, I hear heavy footsteps running back into the room. "I forgot something!" A Irish accent shouts out. I see Liam shaking his head and grinning at the little blonde boy. "Bye Harry, Love you." Niall says and leans down to hug him. He runs back to Liam and leaps into his arms, "Bye guys." Liam says and begins to whisper something into Niall's ear. "Haha, I love that boy." Harry says and smiles. "Yeah me to, he is a sweet heart." "Come sit with me Lou." He pleads and scoots over for me. I smirk and walk over and begin to sit down but as I do a nurse walks in and I just sit on the floor. Harry and I begin to laugh. "Time for your medicine babe." She tells Harry and injects the medicine in his I.V. "Aww, but I didn't want any medicine." Harry complains.

She laughs and walks out leaving me and Harry. "Well I'll be knocked out soon anything you wanna tell me before sleep takes over?" Harry asks and laughs. I begin to think yeah I want to let you know I love you, but I can't tell you that because you don't love me back. I feel my face drop at the thought of loving this boy so much with all my heart, but him not loving me in return. My heart shatters at the horrid but true thought. "Um no just sleep well and I love ya I guess." I smile and he brings me in for a hug. "Snuggle with him?" He pleads. I just nod and climb in the bed with him and snuggle underneath the blanket, draping my arm across his chest, burring my head into his neck. It was silent for a moment but Harry lets out a little gasp. "what?" I ask worried. "Um.. well wow you've gotten very thin." He says as he unwraps his arms from my torso. I gulp "Well I sort of never ate when you were, ya know in a coma." I admit to him. He lets a huff and then brings me into his chest "Promise you'll never do that again, okay? I need you to be happy and healthy." "I promise." Is all I say. I feel my stomach flutter as he puts his leg over my small body and begins to spoon me. Holy shit, holy shit were spooning now, oh my god. Calm down Louis, calm down and you down there. Dick you need to calm yourself because I doubt Harry will do anything for you.

I just shut my eyes and let my imaginations take over. I feel Harry reach for my hand and he places it in his. They fit perfectly and I know where else his huge hands would fit perfectly. Whoa dirty much Tomlinson I think to myself. I let out a giggle and Harry just squeezes my hand. "Louis?" He asks in a deep groggy voice. "Yes?" I ask my eyes still shut. "Can you sing for me?" He asks. "Sure, what song?" "Umm, Kiss Me by Ed." I just shrug and do what he wants. "Settle down with me, cover up, cuddle me in. Lay down with me hold me in your arms. Your hearts against my chest. Lips pressed to my neck. I've fallen for eyes but they don't know me yet. And this feeling I wont forget. I'm in love now." I hear quiet snoring as I finish the line. I giggle as i peek open one eye and see his bottom lip jutted out and his eyes lightly closed. I smile to myself and cuddle myself closer to this man I loved. Dreams taking over, darkness filling the room. I felt safe in his arms and it felt right. I wonder if he felt the same though. I wonder. Did he love me? Would he love me if I told him I loved him? I didn't want to risk the chance though, not one bit. I wonder if he knew that now my heart only beats for him, that he was now my world. I wonder and I probably always will.