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Sugawara x Reader // It's okay not to be okay

Tw: mental abuse

Y/n's pov.

I am running away. My bear feet are hitting the cold, frozen street and tiny stones are cutting into my skin. But I don't even realize that, my mind is full and yet so empty.

He was shouting at me again, even raised his hand. He knew this is too much for me to bear, that's why he used it against me.

"You're a good-for-nothing! You are the reason your mother and I divorced!", father's hand met my cheek.

I'm falling onto my knees in the middle of a blizzard. I can't think straight! Where am I?! What is happening..? My vision is slowly going black! Help!..

Sugawara's pov.

I drop my groceries. What has happened to that person? I rush to the trembling person to kneel down in front of them.

"Hello?.. Excuse me, what's wrong..?", //It seems like they have a panic attack..//

They aren't noticing me.. Their fingers are already slightly blue, just like their lips and toes, because they're only wearing a simple pyjama.

I'm taking off my warm and comfortable winter jacket and put it around them. Whatever has happened can be explained later, but I can't let them stay here or else they will freeze to death!

Since they're not responding I carefully take their hand, watching if they show any bad reaction to being touched or if I could go on. Only after I put my left arm behind their back and the right under their legs to pick them up, they flinch a little and start to shake even more.

Y/n's pov.

I feel like I'm being moved, but I can't hear nor see anything! I'm scared! But.. Slowly I regain my vision and I notice I'm inside of a house, an unfamiliar one.
My hands are hurting, just like me feet and I'm holding a cup of warm tea.. I look up at a young man with grey-ish hair.

"Oh thank god your responding again! Please tell me, what is this inside the cup you're holding? How does it smell?", the man asks me.

I may not be able to catch my thoughts right now, but this is a simple task. "It's..tea I think..? Chamomile.. It's my favorite.."

"That's right! Now take a deep breath, okay?"

I do as he tells me to and I'm slowly starting to calm down. My body is under my control again, finally..

"I'm sorry for just taking you with me, but it seemed like you needed some help! I'm Sugawara Kōshi and you're at my home."

"Thank you..", I clear my throat and take a sip of the tea. "You didn't have to.. But I'm very thankful!.."

"You don't have to thank me. It should be naturally!", the boy puts a warm blanket around my shoulders and without knowing why, I'm feeling more home like I've ever had.

"You can stay for the night if you want it I'll bring you home.. But I'd prefer it you would stay here. Your night seemed to be pretty rough.", I slightly nod.

Every single of my limbs feel so heavy and I'm tired. This was too much this late. I'm able to break a little smile to my now-called hero.

"I really don't want to make you uncomfortable, but do you want me to hug you? You look very tired and should sleep.."

Somehow I feel like I've known him for years his personality if very welcoming..

"It's okay not to be okay sometimes.. You should just know when to take a break for yourself. That's how I handle things!"

"Yeah.. That makes sense..", I'm slowly closing my eyes and put my head on his shoulder, almost immediately I fall asleep.

Sugawara's pov.

I'm glad they're sleeping.. I gently pull a strand of hair out of their face. "Sadly you don't seem to remember me..", I whisper and pull the smaller person into a hug. Y/n, my childhood friend. "Maybe if we talk tomorrow, you had a rough day..". Making sure they're comfortable and are able to sleep well, I drift off myself. Not letting go off Y/n.

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