Mad {A Niam Fanfic}

Chapter 15 - Whoops

**NIALLS POV**

"Th-They.. They took a small section of your brain out, Niall." He choked out. I stared at him with no reaction. I can't move, can't think, can't cooperate with what he just said.

How is one supposed to respond to something like that? Should I be scared? Sad? Angry? The only emotion going through me right now is the emotion of no emotion.

I took a sharp breath in, summoning the words up to say something-anything.

"Wh-What?" I said easily. I sucked another breath in as if I just learned something new that was so easy.

"Why?" I added plainly. His eyebrows furrowed, his grip tightening on my hand.

"I-I.. I don't know.." He whimpered quietly. I nodded, giving him a simple,

"Oh."

He frowned, his bottom lip trembling.

I don't want to feel like this. This is how it all started. This is the feeling I had before I went crazy. What did they do to me? What were they trying to do?

"Can you call the nurse in." I said in more of a statement way. He nodded, pressing the button, squeezing my hand, seconds later a nurse bursting through the door.

"He's awake." She smiled. My hand twitched slightly, some of my memories from the surgery coming back.

"What did you do to me?" I raised my voice a bit. The twitching moved up my arm, soon enough my entire body twitching with every feeling, every emotion.

She was there. She told them to do this to me. I remember her. But who is she?

Suddenly everything went to normal, in the next second everything coming to me at once.

I screamed, holding my head as the voices made no sense, their words slurred.

"WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME?!" I pleaded to her, wanting an answer. The nurse rushed over to me, my legs kicking in all directions as the loud noise in my head sliced at my sanity.

"Sir, we need assistance!" I could hear the nurse call into her walkie talkie. Liam was escorted out, doctors surrounding me.

"You fucking bastards! What did you do to me?! Why did you take try to take that side of me out?! I was changing! You.." I stopped as I no longer could hear myself. I opened my eyes, fighting back tears, a couple of the doctors held me down, one lunging a needle into my leg.

"You did this to make more money! You get paid to keep people here! And when.. when I left you.." I laughed.

"You sick bastards.. You.. Sabotaged.. Me.." I slowly lost my words, my body loosening up. I couldn't move.

"SABOTAGED!"

The doctors picked me up, carrying me down the hall, up some steps, and to my old room. They threw me on my bed, strapping me down, putting the head piece on as a finishing touch. They slammed my door on the way out, Liam looking through the window, shaking the door violently. He screamed, his face disappearing. I stared at the ceiling, mumbling nonsense, the drugs taking their toll, as my body functioned sloppily. I laughed under my breath.

"You made the biggest mistake.. The biggest.. You can't get rid of him.. You made it worse.. WORSE!.. It's all bullshit.. You knew this would happen.. YOU KNEW IT-DAMMIT! LET ME OUT!" I spat trembling with rage, foam coming from my mouth, my arms shaking violently as I tried to rip the straps off. I screamed, my cries blending in with the other helpless souls in this lair of madness. The voices tore around in my head, my brain feeling as if it were all nothing but mush that they feasted upon. My thoughts and memories being torn piece by piece as they broke me down, one voice standing out amongst the others.