Mad {A Niam Fanfic}

Chapter 5-Liam

**NIALLS POV**

"Niall?" I heard my mom call out. I got up walking to the door, peeking out into the hallway.

"Yes, mom?" Today was my birthday! I wonder what I'm getting. Hopefully there will be cake!

"Come here sweety!" She yelled irritated. I straightened out my spongebob pajamas and walked into the kitchen, where I thought she was, and she was. She was leaning against the counter, my dad standing next to her, and they both had beer glasses in their hands. I scrunched my nose up smelling the strong smell of alcohol as my mom and dad laughed. My mom nor my dad have been the same since my grandparents died in the accident. I know that my grandparents are in heaven, so, they're with their family. I could only imagine how happy they are. They missed their family, and now they're watching over me.

"Happy 9th birthday, Niall!" My mom came over and hugged me. She smelled really gross and today wasn't my 9th birthday, it's my 7th. I frowned as she pulled back and looked up at her.

"I turned 7..." She gave me an angry look and she smacked me. Why did she do that?! I held my cheek looking up at her again, tears forming in my eyes. What did I do? She's never hit me before.

She and my dad laughed at me. What is wrong with them?!

"Don't look at us like that!" My dad pushed me down on the floor, grabbing my face, forcing me to look at him.

"DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?!" I cried silently and nodded, not wanting to make the wrong move. He got up and kicked me. I cringed at the pain and curled up crying.

"GET UP!" He screamed. I couldn't, it hurt too much! Why are they doing this?! I don't know what I did wrong! He grabbed my arm, roughly pulling me up. I flinched, covering my face, and cried out.

"Please don't hurt me!" My mom laughed and started fake cry, mocking me.

"'Please don't hurt me!'" She pushed me and screamed.

"GO TO YOUR ROOM!" I crawled, not wanting to get up because of the pain, but my dad yelled.

"GET UP!! WALK!!" He came over on top of me spinning me onto my back and held back his fist and swung.

I immediately woke up screaming and crying.

"NO! WHY?!" I tried getting up, but I fell back down and squirmed around struggling with the straitjacket.

"WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!" I kicked around crying. I sat up trying to get out of the contraction on me.

I cried until I couldn't cry anymore. I don't understand what I did wrong. Why they did what they did. Today I was supposed to Liam at Bread Sticks. I messed it up, I messed everything up! I'm in the dark room now. Stuck in an isolated room. No one can hear me. No one can hear my screams. No one can here me cry out. I swallowed the lump in my throat, but it stayed. I managed to get on my feet and stumbled, catching my self onto the wall with my shoulder. I layer my head against the soft material on the wall, the same material that was on the floor and other walls. I banged my head onto the wall and kicked it, angry with myself, angry with everyone. I shook my head biting my lip hard causing blood to come out.

I messed it all up. I messed everything up. They said I was getting better. They lied to me. I should have known. Now their all laughing at me. Laughing at how big of a screw up and dummy I am! I messed it all up! I COULDN'T MESS IT UP, BUT I DID! Now Liam's going to never talk to me again! I can't go out anywhere now! I get fed by Ms. Lisa! I can't feed myself! This is all my fault! I hate myself! I let out a scream trying to let all the anger out.

Ms. Lisa came in shutting the big door behind her. I hate her. I looked at her with anger. I WANT HER DEAD! I NEED HER DEAD! I started twitching as she came over with medicine.

"Niall," She began softly.

"I know things are rough, but I truly believe that you are getting better. I know it. Of course you are going to have a few episodes, but I know you are getting better." She whispered kissing me on the cheek and hugged me. She's lying.

"Liar." I whispered jerking away. She frowned looking over at the tray of food on the ground and looked back at me.

"I'm not," She stood there looking me dead in the eye and cleared her throat picking up the tray.

"Hungry?" She smiled, this time with no teeth.

"No." I clinched my jaw at fell down onto my butt. I hate her. She keeps saying all these lies. SHE'S GETTING INTO MY HEAD! I shook my head again in anger. I'm a crazy! That's what I am! She keeps lying!

She sat down in front of me, hands in her lap.

"I know you were supposed to meet that boy today," I started shaking in sadness and anger. Liam, she's talking about Liam.

"I'm sorry you can't see him today," I bit my lip looking down. She sighed continuing on.

"I talked them into letting you got out tomorrow." I looked up at her.

"What?" She nodded grabbing my hand.

"But they said I have to go with you. To make sure you-" I cut her off smiling.

"I don't care! You can meet my Prince Charming! We can both go find him!" I can see him! Usually when we get put in the dark room for weeks!

She smiled, "Prince Charming?" I nodded grinning widely.

"Liam."

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